|119| Hey, What's Up?

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Hey, What's Up?

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Hey, what's up?
It's been so long since we last talked
Long enough to me, five days to you maybe
Mind if we have a chit chat?
I miss talking to you honestly

Hm, I could even use your name
It's obvious, isn't it?
Laugh, go ahead, laugh
My mind is hectic right now
I can't think of anything, oh but you

Hey, it's me again
I don't know why and how
Love fails me or do I fail it?
Maybe it's me; I lose
I think I have a little more than a crush on you

Hazy, crazy, lazy; that's what I feel now
Is it wrong to feel like this?
Liking you like I don't anyone else
Must I spell it out loud?
I miss you and it hurts so bad

Hi, I've come back
It's boring, isn't it?
Life hates me, doesn't it?
Must be it
I can't get you out of my mind

Has it been only five days?
It feels longer than that
Like the hours that passed by
Must've frozen themselves
It lasted for a long while

"He must be ignoring me."
I have these thoughts these days
Last burst of fire
Making small amends
It hurts, God, it fucking hurts

Hey, are you listening to me?
I can't stop these tears now
Liking you again is very unexpected
Maybe I should take a step back
I should walk away and make a run for it

Here I go again
I think I'll stop now while I still can
Let's just forget I ever sent that message
Missing you; ha, I can't believe this
I can't believe I'm writing this for you

Holy shㅡ
I don't know why this always happens
Longing for your response and I got it right away
My prayers have been answered huh?
I can't reply and kill me again

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