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🎶On that lonely night We said it wouldn't be love But we felt the rush It made us believe it was only us (only us) Convinced we were broken inside (shit), inside (shit)🎶
Laying in bed as my son slept on me, it was no doubt I was in my feelings. Since Jay told me two days ago that she found a family to adopt him, the thought of letting him go was harder than I expected.
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"Jay you sure you're pregnant?"
"LJ if you ask me that question again I will slap you." She said angrily.
This shit was crazy. The fact that she was pregant, I didn't know what we were going to do.
Sighing, I tried to calm my nerves. Looking at all five pregnancy tests on the counter in my bathroom, I was lost in my thoughts till I heard her sniffles.
"JuJu?"
Looking at her, she sat crying in her hands.
"My life is over." I heard her say.
"No its not Jay, we'll figure this out."
"How LJ? I can't take care of a baby and you know how my life is, my mother already do a lot as is for us."
"I'll take care of you and our baby, Jay, believe me, I'm not going anywhere."
"How you gonna do that? You gonna give up on your dream of playing football or basketball?"
Hearing her say that, I got quiet.
"Exactly."
"Something will work out Jayda, I promise you."
"I need to go home." She stood up.
"Jay?"
We stood there staring at each other. Cupping her face, all I saw was how scared she was.
"I promise you, I got us ok?"
Nodding, she just closed her eyes and cried. Hugging her,she cried harder.
