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A/N (quick catch up)

This chapter takes place from the ending of love hurts? chapter "doubts"

Janet's POV

After telling Micheal and Ocean that I didn't want to adopt my baby to them, they were so understanding and supportive of my decision and I felt relieved and like a weight had been lifted because they didn't seem hurt or angry with me, but when I woke up this morning I felt this instant feeling of regret realising that now they know I don't want to give my baby away there's no chance of them taking it from me which mean Joesph will make me adopt it outside the family.

I'm sitting in my room trying to think of what I can do and how I can fix this and there's a knock on my bedroom door.

"Hey! I'm gonna be taking DJ and Veah to day care soon. I'll drop you off at school on the way of you want?" Ocean smiles walking over to me.

"About what I said last night. I didn't mean it. I was just really emotional and if you and Micheal still wanna..."

"We're not gonna take your baby from you" she cuts me off. "But..."

"I know it's scary. Especially the first time. I've been there myself remember? But I promise everything's gonna be ok and me and Michael will be here for you and will help you" she smiles. "I'll leave you to get ready" she says leaving the room.

"You'll help me untill you move away" I mumble under my breath as she leaves and luckily she doesn't hear me.

After getting dressed, I go downstairs and stop in my tracks at the door when I see Michael sitting at the kitchen table with Joesph.

"What's wrong with you?" Joesph frowns confused. "N-nothing" I stutter shaking my head nervously. "So what are you standing at the kitchen door for? Either come in or go out" He looks at me confused and gets up and walks out of the room and Michael doesn't say anything and is more interested in feeding Princess.

"Have you said anything to him?" I ask Michael in a hushed tone as I'm walking over to him. "No, why?" He mutters, still feeding the baby. "Please don't tell him what I told you" I plead and he looks at me confused. "Your gonna have to tell them eventually"

"I- I can't do that" I shake my head nervously at the idea of telling Joesph and mother I want to keep my baby. "Would you like me to talk to them?"

"You'd do that for me?"

"Sure. If it makes things easier for you" he smiles "what if they won't let me keep it?" I mutter and he frowns confused. "It's your baby. Why wouldn't they?"

I'm about to speak when mother walks in. "Ocean and the kids are ready to go. You better hurry up before your late" she says and I nod and go and find Ocean.

I wanted to try and talk to Ocean on the way to school, but the whole time DJ kept going on and on about them moving to a new house by the beach so I wasn't able to.

"Here we are!" Ocean smiles as we stop off outside my school gates and I'm about to get out and stop when I see Timmy walking past.

"What's wrong?" Ocean frowns confused. "Nothing" I mumble, hoping he didn't see me. "He's gone inside" she says and I look at her confused. "Timmy? I'm guessing that's who your hiding from. Your gonna have to tell him eventually" she says softly "I know" I nod getting out of the car.

As I'm walking down the corridor I can feel everybody giving me nasty looks and whispering to each other as I pass them then quickly look away as I get closer.

I try my best to ignore them and go straight to my locker and I see Timmy putting things in his locker and I take a deep breath and sigh then make my way over to him.

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