Happy ever after? (A Sequal to love hurts?)

Feeling guilty

Kathrine's POV

"She said she's not hungry" I mutter, bringing the breakfast tray back downstairs. "Still? I don't understand what's wrong with her. I thought she'd be happy about this. She doesn't have to go to trial anymore and she never has to worry about seeing Chad ever again"

"Maybe apart of her still loved him. I know it sounds strange but..."

"Bullshit" he cuts me off "That wasn't love. That was being brianwashed by some sick pervert. Nothing more"

"But at some point she would have at least felt like she was in love with him. Plus she's carrying his child" I explain. "About that. How did Chad know Janet was pregnant? She said she hasn't had any contact with him since he went to prison and the police said he was talking with his cellmate earlier in the day about Janet and the baby. How could he have known about that?"

"She's still claiming she hasn't and I don't see how she could have anyway"

"Then how did he know? Someone would have had to tell him"

"Maybe she knew earlier than we thought and she told him then" I suggest. "How could she? She didn't find out until you took her for those tests" he frowns confused. "But how can we be so sure? She did seem hesitant about me taking her to the doctor and she wouldn't be the first person to try and hide something like this. Look what happened with Michael and Ocean. They hid Ocean's pregancy for 9 months! We knew nothing about Duncan until she gave birth and even with Neveah. We didn't know anything about her until  weeks after she was born. Maybe Janet was trying to hide her pregancy like they did" I suggest. "It's possible, I guess" he mumbles. "But why try and hide it from us? That's what I don't understand. We would have found out eventually so it would have been pointless and stupid. Just like it was stupid of Michael and Ocean to try and hide it"

"They were teenagers and they were scared and maybe Janet was too. I'll try talking with her again"

"You do that and i'll go round and try and speak with Michael and Ocean"

"For what?"

"To see what's going on with them. Their planning on visiting Ocean's dad and now the trial isn't happening there's nothing stopping them and I don't want them going on vacation on bad terms. You know what their like. If they leave on bad terms, who knows when well see them again"

"I hate all this" I mutter. "I know. And I hate it too, but I'm gonna try and speak with Michael and Ocean again today and see if I can convince them to come over with the kids. That way Janet can spent time with Mikey and we can try and talk with them again. We need to try and sort this before it goes any further"

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Janet's POV

I'm in my bedroom looking through my phone at all the photos of me and Chad and as much as I hate what he did to me and the things he put me through, I can't help but think of all the good times we shared too, especially in the begining. Sure he had that terrible side to him, but he also had a sweet sensitive side too and the moments like that were the reasons I fell in love with him, but dispite those sweet memories of him, I also have alot of horrible memories of him to and the last memory I have of him was me telling him to die.

I don't regret answering his call, but I'm so confused about how to feel. Apart of me has no regret about yelling at him and telling him how I felt, but the other part of me feels guilty and regrets the things I said to him because I know all of this is my fault. He called me, crying on the phone, begging me to help him and I didn't. Instead I yelled at him and told him to do the world a favour and die and that exactly what he did and it's all my fault and now I'm going to have to look our son or daughter in the eyes everyday knowing that the reason his or her father killed himself because of me.