As you may or may not have noticed, I deleted my other shitty rant books, I don't really know why. They started getting really full and old. Like a lot of memories that I want to forget.
Anyways, I usually explode to this shit when I'm salty or sad.
So
I suggest you don't add this to your reading lists/library or whatever since I try not to be a needy looking asshole and don't update as often as I should.
By the way I tend to go on/off topic a lot so I add a shit ton of emojis when that happens.
Like now for example.
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I had a lot of things to say, but now my mind is blank...
Sigh.
Okay here goes.
Why is it the people you need that aren't there when you need them?
Either they're fictional, or they've left you in one way or another.
Good god, I'm looking back on my life and there's at least three to four irl people I'd want with me at my side in exchange for Trump.
However, too many of those others are fictional, is this healthy?
Where is my fictional wife when I need her?
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I will not cry.
i w ill nOt c r y
I w not c ry
I NoT crY
i cry.
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I hate those people who take your suicide jokes seriously.
I mean I understand if it offends you but still you don't have to go all batshit
'MY FRIENDS FRIENDS ROOMATES UNCLE ENDED HIS LIFE OVER A CHEETO OMG HOW COULD YOU
SAY THAT '
Because through every 'joke' is a plea for help I eventually deny.
There's this one girl in my class I have learned not to make such jokes in front of because I did once and she asked me if I was ok (dead serious) and I just smiled and laughed it all off as usual saying that 'it's just a joke, right?'
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Im sorry im on my period and getting too emotional I cry at everinging I'm so weak jfc
