Honestly every day for me is like a countdown as to when I have to see my parents or have to go home cause
Those are two things I don't like doing very much or at all
And you could tell me to go out with my friends or just stay with someone else well bitch that's exactly the problem
I don't really have anyone in my area that I know who I could just camp out with or anything
H idk I feel like I'm forcing a bunch of shit in my life at this point
That even if it doesn't work or that it's not supposed to go a certain way (as in I could make it better) I just fuckin accept it cause I can't tell the difference between anything anymore and everything feels off
