idk but two things are comign up, maybe 3
the end of the school year (i have 2-3 weeks I think?)
my birthday
a trip out of state?
and yeah I'm gettign less and less motivation to do things again I guess idk
yeah maybe I write for the sake of porn cause i'm horny but that...that's p much it
I hate this fuking viscous circle where I stop doing things and slowly keep up again...what's the point in taking back up things if in like 2 or 3 weeks somethings gonna happen to get me worried/stressed/sick to the point where I'm tired all the damn time?
I haven't drawn anything I'm serious or real proud about in such a long while...all I do is shitposts or two second doodles wow what fuckig production am I right
so yeah I'm breathing I guess
