I just want my dad to fuckin die tbh
H like
He's puttin my mom through so much stress and it really doesn't help that she has blood problems (anemia and high pressure)
So like all I can really do is sit around and watch her just kinda suffer through his fucking bullshit
And this is where my hypersexuality kicks in I guess
Idk sex is just a coping mechanism so uhh also hormones due to my age really don't help me live this shit down
It's not that I hate sex but like...for once I'd like to think of something else than suckin dick or getting my guts rearranged h
Because we're reaching levels of sexual tension that aren't even fucking possible
I'm literally always fuckin tired no matter how much sleep I get lmao what is this
Which is why I don't really sleep at all, cause it's just hard for me at this point and I feel like I gotta fuckin push my body to the brink of being physically tired rather than actually falling asleep
