I WANT TO SLEEP BUT I GUESS I CANT DO THAT IN THE HOUSE LOL!I MEAN I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO SHUT THE HELL UP SO RN IM PLAYING MUSIC IN MY HEADPHONES REAL LOUD SO IM NOT AS ANNYOED(AS MUCH)IT MAKES ME REALIZE HOW LITTLE FRIENDS I HAVE
CAUSE I JUST WANNA SLEEP ON A COUCH CAUSE I HATE IT HERELMAO! I DONT EVEN WANT TO LISTEN TO THIS SONG IN PARTICULAR BUT IM PLAYIN IT CAUSE ITS LOUDALSO IVE BEEN ANXIOUS EVER SINCE I CAME HOME BUT ANXIETY IS A USUAL THING I HAVE WHENEVER IM HOME LOL
also i just made myself even more anxious by
-sorta forcing myself to play Osu! when i really didn't feel like playing (idk i tried in the first place cause i thought it would get my mind off things but it really didn't)
-caffeinating myself cause i thought that would make me feel more energized (it didn't, i ended up energizing my body whilst i stayed braindead)
lol anyway if anyone has a couch i can sleep on this year in my area, hmu
