Getting makeup for Christmas/birthdays makes me feel dysphoric af my guys
And yeah you can say that anyone can wear makeup and sure you're right about that
But in my family makeup's significance is femininity and maturity, so I've always just sorta grown up with that shitty mentality and idea
Like bitch, if I'm ugly just straight up tell me instead of gifting me this suggestive shit that's used to hide my face
I fucking WANT the world to know that I'm tired of their shit
I fucking WANT everyone around me to fucking go "good god what the fuck is that" when they look in my direction
I 👏🏻want👏🏻people👏🏻to 👏🏻know 👏🏻I'm👏🏻 a waste 👏🏻of👏🏻 their 👏🏻time 👏🏻right 👏🏻off 👏🏻the 👏🏻bat
I don't know wether to be livid or cry here oof
And hhhhhh
Y'all gon say "oh but you ain't grateful for the things people give you uwu"
Bitch this is every single fucking year
I'm sick of being "grateful"
I've been nice for too long
Every mother fucking year I get eyeshadows and mascara and other shit that makes my skin look like Larry the lobster
Mascara on a person with their natural eyelashes already thicker than a jungle?
aight thanks I guess time for me to look like 200's anime characters
fuckass
Tbh I think the real reason I'm given this shit is because my mom just ends up using it
I mean you really couldn't have just
Y'know
Bagged that for yourself
Instead of wrapping it in birthday paper and saying it's mine
H
I'm so fuckin worn out can this all just end already I really don't care
Then y'all wonder why I hate my birthday and just aren't excited for it anymore
Also I wanna add that as a kid I just
Always had mlp and strawberry shortcake themed parties n shit as a kid
And yeah back then I liked it I guess but now my only comment to shit like this is
Bitch what the fuck
And I think my parents are just keeping their little fantasy of 4 year old me by giving me all this bullshit
Good god I'm more tired than I thought, the fuck
