so there's this situation I'm in where there's something I want to protect.
However, I know that I won't always be there, and that maybe exposure to certain things will change the thing I want to protect, in good or bad ways.
But at the same time exposure will be a good thing in a way, it'll strengthen them. But it might not...
All in all I really don't know what to do and I've been in this problem for awhile now.
Also, if I leave them it could cause a ruckus for not just them too.
But...I'm sick of this and really want to move on...but giving in to what I want wouldn't be a good idea...
fuck I hate decisions, especially when my well-being is involved. I usually tend to ignore my well-being most of the time, but I feel like its important for me to decide over something.
