I might have something similar in another book but
Throughout my life I feel like I've changed for people, and not really myself.
When I was too girly, people made fun of me.
When I pulled a more boyish act they said it wasn't very 'feminine' and apparently that's a bad thing.
So here I am, and I've found to be that I'm none.
Yet people around me want me to pick a side.
But I don't, because this is how I feel about myself and I'm sick of changing for people.