A Criminal Minds x Reader (EDITING-IN-PROCESS)

Chapter Fifty One

"We should be getting to the police station," You mumble happily as you fixed your hair, looking in the mirror.
"Your collar is still up," Nazar helped you fix it as he slightly kissed your neck.
"Stop, we should go," You giggle slightly as he pulled you in for a kiss.
"Are you still tied up about that case in Texas? That was centuries ago," You loved Nazar but he was so persistent about the Texas case.
"It just seems like there's something so obvious, like it's right in front of me," You tell him as the two of you leave his house.
"You're just putting stress on yourself, sweets," Nazar said, in the accent you totally adored.
"Maybe, maybe not," You tell him as you and him got into the police car.
You remember the car ride being silent until Nazar pulled into the parking lot of the station.
"What are the Feds doing here?" Nazar asked as you and him hustle into the police station.
"YN LN?" A dark haired man whipped out his badge.
"Yes?" You look at his badge.
"Congratulations on making into the Behavior Analysis Unit. I arranged a flight to fly you to Quantico in the morning. There's a detailed iternary in your email, Miss LN," the man said as Nazar looked at you dumbfounded.
"Thank you, um, Agent Hotchner," you say as you shake his hand.
With that, the mysterious guy who told you the best possible news in the world left.
"Nazar..." You couldn't help but smile.
"You applied to the BAU without even telling me?" And with that, that earned you a slap against your face.
"Nazar!" But he was already gone.
"Do you want me to go after him?" The second deputy asked you as you shook your head no.
"No, it's fine," You tell him as you decided to go into your office, to pack.
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"How is it possible that a person could ruin some else's in a blink of a second?" You asked Aaron as he sat next by your bedside.
"What do you mean exactly?" He asked. You had to go through a certain amount of "therapy" before you could go back out in the field.
"Remember the day you came into the police station to tell me I made the team? That was the day went Nazar's life turned to hell. I left him and he knew I was pregnant," You tell Hotch as you sit up in bed.
"He should have been happy for your opportunity. He could have worked out a situation with you," Hotch said, somewhat defensively.
"There are no situations with Nazar. Everything goes his way or you're screwed. I just can't believe I loved him," you shook your head.
"You loved him because he gave you children," Hotch replied as you nodded.
"He even somehow managed to mess that up, too. I thought Julia would be safer in the foster care system, but he ended up finding her. And Grayson, I could have done something for him. I could have saved him but-" You shook your head. You knew you would have to tell Hotch at one point what happened to your son.
"What exactly happened to Grayson?" Hotch simply asked you as you took and deep breath.
"I'm not sure. I was working on the Texas case late one night. I came home late, so I decided to take a bath. When I went to the tub, I saw Grayson's body in there. He was only three years old. He was gone and so was Nazar. That was the night you told me about my joining of the team," You told Hotch but leaving out the gruesome details of how Grayson looked when you found him.
"I'm sorry," Hotch said as he awkwardly looked at you.
"It's not your fault. I was supposed to have had call the babysitter that night," you shake your head.
"I know what it's like to lose someone by someone terrible. No one should have to go through that pain," Hotch said as he sat the clipboard in the table next to him.