the deluded ones [#2]

fact

june 30th, 2017

life, it feels almost as it was before, before we figured things out more, before things changed.

you're still here, and it feels as it was a month ago before i knew it all. i feel calmer and happier, as i've always been speaking to you.

and i could say everything is back to normal, but nothing is normal.

and things could never be quite the same as they were before.

but i don't mind, not anymore. if one day i can see you really smile and laugh and say all you want to say and hear that you've found someone who appreciates you for all that you are, i'll be happy, really happy, because you're happy, truly happy.

and that's all i really want for you.

and that's the same wish i've had regardless of whatever else i wish for as well at eleven, eleven.

and it'll always be a consistent wish, always for you.