the deluded ones [#2]

you

july 13th, 2017

to be happy, this happy, it is... strange. it is strange that it is still here, that it has not faded away so fast.

but it is here, and i am grateful to feel so warm, so alive.

and i realize, even if you've moved on and i have not, i don't have to force myself to go through it so fast. time, i have tons of it, and, even if it does hurt to see you find someone else, it is nothing compared to seeing you happy. you deserve to be happy, and all i ever wanted for you, all i ever wished for for you, was for you to be happy.

and i still do; i always will.

human beings, they have their vices, their many sorrows, and their various shades of darkness; however, they are beautiful. they have their dreams, their hopes, their feelings, and so much more.

and we are human. we are meant to feel in ways others may not understand. we are meant to turn the impossibilities into possibilities. we are meant to be who we wish to be.

and the fact that you and i are human is something completely marvelous. you are a masterpiece, no matter what flaw or vice you may have to be, because, to me, you are human, and you are beautiful. you are so much more than what the eye meets, otherwise i wouldn't feel this way when i speak to you, when i write my words about you.

you are an original, a wonder, and i have been blessed to be gifted with someone as unique, as beautiful, as you.