Mr. Gangster Finally Find His Match (Her Beloved One)

Chapter 46: Spending the Last Time Together

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Sorry po sa super super super late na update. Inaamin ko. Tinamad talaga ako. Hihih... Kase naman eh... Wala akong mapanghugutan ng inspiration. Pero salamat po sa mga nagcomment at patuloy na nagbabasa ng story ko. Silent reader man o active.. Labyow minna. Kahit antagal ng update ko... Sana peace parin tayo and keep supporting MGFFHM.

waaah!!! Naaawa ako kay fafa Sam!!! Huhuh. This is a short update at sabaw. Sobra. Huhuh. Sorry po. Part 1  palang po to. Susunod nalang ung part 2. Salamat sa suporta guyz. Dedicated sa unang dalawang readers ko na nagcomment sa previous chapter. Salamat po.
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Chapter 46: Spending the last time together. (Jamuel)

Samuel's POV

"We should stop this nonsense!! I'm sorry! I have to go!!!" Tapos inalis niya yung kamay ko sa buhok at bewang niya.

Saka naglakad papaalis malayo-layo narin ang distansya namin sa isa't isa.

Habang ako ay tulalang nakatunganga sa tinatahak niyang daan. Palayo nang palayo sakin.

Sh*t gusto kong magwala!

Fvck!!!

Pero ewan ko kung anong nangyari sakin at bigla nalang akong tumakbo sa kinaroroonan niya habang sya.

Naglalakad lang papalayo.

I hug her tightly... Tight like I'd never gonna see her again if I let her off the hook.

Off my hook.

"Please don't leave..." I bury my head on her neck. I can't let go of this candy minted scent. I just can't

"Hindi ko alam kung makakaya ko kapag nawala ka!!! Mahal na mahal kita!" Halos paos na ang puno ng imosyong boses ko habang nagmamakaawa sa kanyang wag nang umalis.

Feeling ko, I will definitely lost my sanity kung ppati siya ay mawawala rin sakin.

"Get off me Sam!!!" She warned me.

But I didn't let go. I just can't.

"No, no, no, no, no... No way. Never. Not until you said your not leaving!" I said firmly.

"Fvck off!!!" Pumiglas piglas siya kaya mas lalo ko lang hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap sa kanya.

"Please, please, please! Wag ngayon. Hindi ko kaya..." Malapit nang tumulo ang luha ko... Nakakabakla na to putspa! Masakit!!! Napakasakit!!!

Hindi ko alam kung sinumpa ba ko ng Diyos na lahat ng taong mahal na mahal ko iniiwan nalang ako...

Si Mom, si Shantal, si Civiod...

Ngayon si Jane naman...?

May galit ba talaga Siya sakin???

P*ta!! Ang drama ko!!! Shet!

"Don't make it too hard, Sam..." She tilted my head to her face. Looking into her eyes. I feel strange. What is this feeling. But I just sway it away. Most importantly is, she's here.

"Just accept. Accept that we're not meant for each other. Blood splatter whenever we push through with this kind of relationship." Looking at her eyes now, I see nothing. No emotions nor expression. Just dull and lifeless eyes. Reminding me of Purple.

"Hindi tayo para sa isa't isa. Things and fate itself are against us all. Ruins of ourselves will be left if we continue. Ngayon... Bitiwan mo na ko at may pupuntahan pa ko..." Every words she muttered is like a piercing stab direct in the heart from a million times sharpest knife that has ever stab me.