BOOK IS COMING TO AN END!!!!
& Before we begin, Rest In Peace to Robert Goodwin Sr. If you don't know who that is, he was a 70 something year old man who was murdered by a pussy ass nigga In Cleveland 4 no reason and the video is online but do not watch it because you will be traumatized af. & if you see it, report that shit and don't repost it out of respect for his family. R.I.P. To him😢👼🏿💔 (Don't comment no negative shit or tell me to UPDATE or ask about book 4 in this section at all. Be respectful.)
"Tough times don't last, tough people do." - T.I.
JESSIE
I feel like I'm about to pass the fuck out in this delivery room. The doctors allowed me, Aliana's momma and my momma to come in here. She pushing the baby out now. I feel sick as fuck but I can't take my eyes off it. I used to disrespect the fuck out of women but damn, I never knew they had to go through this much shit giving birth.
Her pussy stretching and all types of shit and she screaming and giving me a headache. "Awww, look at her head!" my momma exclaims as her and Aliana's momma take pictures of it. "Give me a big push, Aliana. You can do it." one of the nurses says in an encouraging tone.
Aliana lets out a loud ass scream as she pushes more of the baby out. "Oh shit." I mumble, staring at her small body. I'm literally watching a baby come out of a pussy hole. I don't think I wanna fuck raw another day in my damn life.
I don't see how my daddy handles dealing with this shit back to back. He must like it if all he does is get my momma pregnant. It's a beautiful thing but it's making me light headed and hot as fuck in this room.
Baby cries fill the room. "Oh my God, Jessie!" my mom exclaims, crying herself. Her and Aliana momma some emotional wrecks in this bitch. I guess they just happy as hell about the baby.
"Do you want to cut the umbilical cord?" one of the nurses asks. I nod my head yes. She points at what I'm supposed to cut. My momma puts her camera in my face as I cut it. "Awww mane, my baby is a father now." She says, sniffling.
I just cut the cord and I don't know how to feel. If this baby end up not being mine Imma be hurt as hell. My whole family excited as hell and I can't even lie like I didn't just get happy about it within these past few hours of waiting on the baby to come. I'm nervous but happy at the same time.
I watch as they clean the baby and everything. I don't know what none of this shit is but I'm watching close as hell. The baby starts screaming while they clean her nose. Aliana starts smiling and crying as they lay her down on her chest.
This the most random but best day of my life. I'm nowhere near prepared for a baby but I aint ever prepared for shit no way. Wal-Mart gone have to be my first stop when I leave here so I can get some small shit for the baby until I can get some sleep then go get better shit for her.
The doctors took Aliana out of the room to give her stitches I guess and they took the baby too. Now, all of us are in the waiting room waiting on them to come get us. My momma is sitting on my dad's lap showing him the pictures she took.
"How you feeling?" KeKe asks, sitting next to me. My whole damn family came to the hospital. Even my psycho ass grandma flew here from New Orleans. Montana couldn't come cause he in rehab but he called me earlier to say congratulations. The word spread so fast.
"I'm nervous. I don't know what it is but I got a bad feeling... I don't know. What if she not mine?" I ask, finally voicing my worries. "I think she is. I saw some of the pictures momma took... She got yo head shape and eyes and shit. She don't look shit like the girl but I guess it's too early to tell." He says. "Yeah, I was thinking that too." I admit.
