My Ugly Twin Sister

CHAPTER 32: The Start For New Beginning

Hi guys.. Nga pala po ito po dapat yung chapter bago yung chapter ni Mikey.. Sowwii poww.. Enjoy..

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Nathalie's P.O.V.

It's been a week and half nang umalis si Janine sa bahay na to. Pero ramdam na ramdam ko parin ang presensya nya. Sa school, sa bahay, sa kahit saan ako pumunta. Lahat ng tao hinahanap sya. Sina Mom and Dad hinahanap-hanap parin sya.

Hindi ako pinapansin ng mga magulang ko. Kung kakausapin naman napakacold ng pakikitungo nila. My mom always paying her time by visiting Janine's room. Every night she crying while hugging Janine's pillow. Para syang namatayan ng anak. Tsk. Meron ka pang isang anak dito oh!? Ako!!

Si dad naman nagpapakabusy sa work. Kung dati umuuwi pa sya dito tuwing gabi at kasabay naming kumain sa lahat ng kainan ngayon isang beses ko lang sya makikita tulog pa.

Si Ethan naman hindi ko alam kung ano ang pinaggagawa nya. Laging umuuwi dito ng lasing na o di man kaya pagod at gusto laging magpahinga sa kanyang kwarto. Wala na akong matinong makausap.

So I decided to take some fresh air. I'm hear at the moment that everyone can't hear me. The moment that they can not accept the fact that I'm still a human, and I'm still have a feelings. It's hurt to think that I'm just second to the best. I'm just a copycat of my fvcking twin sister. I'm just an useless person in their eyes.

So I stand up and face the city of manila. I'm here at the rooftop of our company. It's cold and dark. And the lights in the city are like stars that place in land.

I wish I could be Janine. But I can't..... this is freaking reality that I can't escape anymore.

I shouted with a full of force. I wanted to everybody hear me and how I hate my sister.... How I hate her. "Hate you Janine! You ruin everything in MY LIFE! YOU ALWAYS GOT EVERYTHING AND I'VE GOT NOTHING! YOU'RE SO UNFAIR!! YOU!! YOU ARE DOING NOTHING BUT EVERYONE PROUD OF YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE GREAT!! AND IF I DO NOTHING I'M JUST A USELESS WOMAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS OF! I'M JUST *sob* BETTER AND *sob* YOU'RE THE BEST!! *sob* Why do am I *sob* this stupid!? Why!? *sob* am I not enough to everyone!? *sob*Pangit ba ako!?!? *sob* Kapalit-palit ba ako!?!? *sob* If no, THEN WHY!!??*sob*" this really sucks?! I'm crying for no reason. It's really, really disgusting?!

And at the end of the day.. It's really sucks

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Today is saturday. I wanted to go to mall but I don't have anyone to bond with me there. My friends are busy right now their are doing their projects. Malapit na kasi ang summer vacation. Nacancelled din yung party na dapat gaganapin nung isang linggo dahil sa ginawa ko daw na kalokohan. Tsk. Sinisi pa ako!? Hay nako talaga!?

I'm heading now at the house of my future husband some day. Hahahahaha!!! Note of sarcasm

*ding dong*

I can hear somebody will open the gate for me and great because as I expected he open the door.

"Hi!" masayang bati ko.

"What do you need?" cold nyang tanong. Why so rude?

"Nothing. I'm just asking if you are free today?" sana free ka.

"E ano naman sayo?" yes he's free!

"Wala naman. Gusto ko lang may makasama ngayon sa pagdadalamhati." pumayag ka please!!?

"Go out with yourself and enjoy. Don't you dare bother me again." walang emosyon nyang sambit. Why so cold at me? Ako ang nandito hindi ang kapatid ko.

"But I want you to be with me." pagmamakaawa ko.

"You have a lot of friends, right? Why don't you ask them? And stop ruining my life!" naiirita na sya sa presensya ko. I don't have a lot of friends at nabawasan pa yun dahil kay Janine.

"Go out with me, please?" alam kong nakukulitan na sya sakin at gusto nya na mya akong paalisin.

"I don't want to be with you! And I will never want to!" napasigaw na sya.

"Please my Mikey... Give a change to introduce to your the real me. Let me...." pagmamakaawa ko.

"You don't need to introduce yourself because I don't want to know anything about YOU!" so harsh naman...

"Please Mikey.... Go out with me." lumuhod na ako sa harapan nya.

"Hey Mikey baby... I want to go to mall... And besides I want to go in Manila Bay—What's happening here!? Why she's kneeling?!" sabi ng isang magandang babae na kararating lang. What BABY!!?? Is she called Mikey baby!?

"It's not what you thinking.." pagpapaliwanag ni Mikey. Habang ito namang babaeng to inaaalalayan akong tumayo.

"What's wrong with you. Why you let her kneel?" awang-awa talaga sya sakin. I can use this girl to get Mikey. At kung girlfriend to ni Mikey aagawin ko sya sa kanya katulad nang ginawa ko kay Janine.

"I just begging him to go out with me." kailangan kong magmukhang kawawa.

"What? Is that all?! Don't need to do that. We are going to mall if you wanna join that's great! If you don't want that's ahm... maybe next time." Yes!!

"I would be glad." ayan na ang sinasabi ko.

Sinabi nya sakin kung anong oras and by that umuwi na ako para magbihis. This amazing!!!! Nalaman ko narin na hindi nya girlfriend si Melanie. They are best friends. I know Melanie McNamara. She's a Hollywood actress. Marami na syang movies na nagawa kasama ang iba't ibang artista sa Hollywood. Nakatrabaho nya na si Angelina Jolie, hindi ko kilala yung ibang mga nakatrabaho nya. Nood lang ako ng nood.

This is really great!!! I think it's the start for new beginning.

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