Where You Headed? ~Namjin Story~

Chapter 25

Jin's p.o.v

The only reason i got up was because my phone went off. I opened my eyes but felt the world spin. I closed them again for a minute and opened them again. I looked behind me and saw Namjoon. I couldn't exactly remember what happened last night but i remember him scaring me but he apologised. He didn't do anything further so...I forgive him. I ran out because i was scared, i'd never seen him like that. He was next to me, sat on the floor with his hand in mine. I then realised i was on the sofa but had the bed sheets on. Did he...sleep on the floor for me?

I decided to get up, moving my hand away from Namjoon's and getting my phone.

2 Missed Calls And1 New Message From 'Jiminie'

Hey, pick up please...

He normally used emoji's or slang but he didn't today, maybe something was really up with him... I rang him and he picked up the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey...Jin, you might want to sit down..." 

"Alright." I sat on the sofa, waking Namjoon accidentally but i didn't notice, he just stared at me with half open eyes.

"I didn't want to tell you because you're on holiday..."

"Jiminie...What's going on?"

"It's your dad..." My eyebrows creased. How i hated calling IT Dad.

"What about my dad?" Namjoon looked fully awake at the mention of his name. I mimed a little 'Hey.' to him and put my hand on his.

"When you left...He went into hospital again...I know what he did but i know he's the only one you had left, i knew you loved him..."

"Had? Loved?" Namjoon sat up from the sofa and stretched, looking at me. "What do you mean?"

"H-he left you a note..."  I felt my eyes tear up, Namjoon looked at me confused.

"A-a note? Jimin...Whats going on? Is he okay? He isn't..."

"I'm sorry Jin, He was pronounced dead last night...He...drug overdose." Jin bit his lip to stop him from crying. "Jin?"

"O-oh." I said, my voice breaking. "C-can you send me the note? Take a picture?" I then heard my phone ding. "T-thank you..." I sniffled.

"Jin, i know you loved him even though he did what he did. He was the only one left in your family...I'm so sorry"

3rd person

"Jiminie..." Namjoon sat next to Jin and held his hand. "Tell me, is he really gone? Just tell me simply..."

"Jin, yes, your farther is dead." Jin nodded and Namjoon wiped on of his tears.

"Okay..." Jin said simply, more tears ran down his face.

"Should i give you some time?"

"Mmmm," Jin nodded even though Jimin couldn't see him. "Please..." 

"Alright...Don't get too upset."

"I-i'll try, bye bye." 

"Bye bye." Jin felt his arm flop onto his thigh. He looked at Namjoon then looked down and the sofa.

"What happened? What note?"

"My dad...He took all these pills and h-he...H-he. He's dead. A-and on the phone i-i said it. I said it...IT! WHY WOULD I SAY HIS NAME LIKE I'M AN OBJECT?!" Namjoon put his arms around Jin.

"Shh shh shh, come on, i'm here, tell me..." Jin had his side of his face on Namjoon's chest.

"A-and he was a-all i h-had left." Jin hiccuped, Namjoon rubbed his back.