Where You Headed? ~Namjin Story~

Chapter 5

Namjoon's p.o.v

I woke up to the smell of something unfamiliar. It smelt nice but weird at the same time. I got in the shower and then got dressed, walking down the stairs. I opened the door to find Jin in a little apron, setting down breakfast on the table. He cooked a lot, pancakes, eggs and bacon and the usual toast. I realised the weird smell was now the smell of pancakes and bacon mixed together.

I wondered why Sasha wasn't cooking but i wasn't complaining. Not trying to be mean to her but i kind of like Jin's cooking better than hers. He placed the food down on the table. He was already dressed as well. We started eating but i realised he wasn't talking at all. He was silent. The only noise was steel clanging and scraping on plates. I looked at him but he wouldn't look back at me. He looked at his food and put down his knife and fork. He pushed away his plate and just sat still, looking down and fiddling with his hands.

I chewed on my egg but got slower, swallowing it and becoming worried. I focused on him and only him, it seemed everything else has faded. He bit his bottom lip. I found myself put off my food. I pushed it away and saw his eyes flick up for a second. He did this last time...What was wrong? I swallowed and said

"Jin..." I then saw one of his tears fall onto his lap. I sighed in disappointment. I didn't want him to sad. I hoped he just wasn't hungry but apparently something was up...

I stood up and walked to him, turning his chair round. He still looked down so i crouched in front of him.

"Jin what's wrong?" He shakily breathed out and more tears fell onto his lap. He shook his head.

"I-i'm fine..." He said. His voice itself showed he wasn't. I held his chin and made him look and me. I looked at him with a sympathetic and confused but caring look. He looked back at me and spoke. "I-i have to go back..." I realised now what he meant. I couldn't keep him hostage here...his dad wouldn't allow it. I sat on the floor and nodded.

"That's true..Jin... don't cr-"

"I can't help it... He's gonna be angry at me for not coming home."  I knew this would happen. i sighed.

"I want you to ask him if you can stay with me. If he hurts you come back straight away, I don't care if you are not given permission to, just run to me...okay?" He nodded and stood up. I didn't expected but he hugged me...tightly.

I hugged him back.

"You have really broad shoulders..." He let go for a second.

"You're calling me fat?" He looked upset now.

"No, you're really skinny, i like them though, i can rest my hand on them and they're good to lean on..." I rested my arms on his shoulders.

"Hmm." He said to agree, tilting his head to the side. We stared at each other for some time. He was such a good friend. He looked at me more focused and his eyebrows furrowed.

"I'm gonna miss y-" He cut me off by kissing me. I was shocked. I didn't react at all. He pulled away fast.

"I'm so sorry i-" He couldn't speak. "I..." I went to say something but i couldn't. He looked at me for a last time. "I'm so sorry..." He then ran out of the door.

My friend...just kissed me.

And he ran out.

I realised this and ran out of the house after him.

"J-Jin wait!"

I ran out and looked around but he was already gone.

Sophie's Note

Sorry this is a short chapter. I'm not at home. I'm actually sleeping at my step-cousins so that's my excuse XD. Regardless of that, i hoped you liked this chapter.

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