Where You Headed? ~Namjin Story~

Chapter 44

3rd person

Jin woke up but felt really empty. He looked at Namjoon and remembered what he said.

"No tears..." He whispered, repeating what Namjoon said. He stood up and got dressed, simply going for a walk.

When he got home Namjoon was stood in the living room.

"And where have you been?"  Jin looked up at Namjoon then back at the floor, still. Namjoon  sighed and walked forward, hugging Jin. "What's wrong, baby?" Jin shrugged. "Just one of those days?" Jin nodded. "Do you just...wanna go out? I can take you for a drive or to the cinema or-"

"No thank you." Jin said politely...Too politely.

"You're really not yourself...Let's go lay down." Jin nodded and Namjoon lead him upstairs. They laid down for a while, Namjoon kissing Jin's forehead ever so often. Jin then spoke.

"I want...Nevermind."

"No, tell me what you want." Namjoon lowered himself down so he was facing Jin.

"I sound selfish..."

"Go on, i won't mind."

"I...I want to be perfect. I want us to be perfect. I want us to be able to wake up with our legs tangled together, i want to go on little walks and not have stares from homophobic people, i want to have these little adorable dates and dance like you're what your mum wanted us to do in a ballroom, I want to feel good enough to be seen with you, i really hate the girls who looks at you and i want to just...Just fucking snog your face off when i see them smirk in their slutty little outfits, to show them you're mine because i'm jealous..." Jin sighed.

"What did you say you wanted to do?" Jin flushed red. "Show me, my beautiful to-be husband."

Jin leaned in, kissing Namjoon and swiping his tongue against his lip, Namjoon opening his mouth and giving Jin full access and dominance (For Once). Jin allowed himself to explore the inside of Namjoon's mouth, Namjoon trying to suppress a moan, Jin then swiping his tongue on Namjoon's and dragging out his bottom lip before letting go.

Jin stared at Namjoon who looked surprised and shocked. He blinked a few times before reaching over to get his phone and dialling a number.

"What are you-"

"Hello, i would like to make a reservation for 7pm tonight. Kim Namjoon and Kim Seokjin, by the window please...Yes i will pay more the the location of the seating. Candles? Yes please. Yes. Okay thank you very much. Bye."

"What did you do?" Namjoon smirked. "Namjoon! What did you do?"

"Tonight we're going out to dinner...On a date."

"But Namjoon you-"

"Shut up and kiss me." Namjoon pulled Jin forward but Jin refused and pulled back.

"W-why?" Namjoon shrugged.

"I don't know, am i allowed to treat my fiancé? And i just want to go out on a date, it's been a while."

"You treat me enough."

"Mmm..." Namjoon grumbled. "I don't really care, you deserve it." Hearing Namjoon's grumble, Jin remembered something and his eyes widened. 

"Shit..." Jin cursed, so quietly even Namjoon couldn't hear it. "I need to go to toilet..." Jin stood up and rushed to the bathroom, going on his phone. It will arrive tomorrow. Jin mentally slapped himself. What was he thinking. He thought Namjoon would be gone for longer and now...What if he sees what he bought?