Where You Headed? ~Namjin Story~

Chapter 47

3rd person

Jin rolled over and went to put his arm around Namjoon but felt the space next to him empty. he slowly opened his eyes and looked around. No note. He sniffed. No smell of burning food. where'd he go?

Jin found his way downstairs, shouting Namjoon's name but to no reply. He checked everywhere and yet, could still not find him.

Giving up, Jin took out his phone and rang Namjoon's number. Namjoon answered almost right away. There was muttering in the background but Namjoon spoke.

"Shhh. SHHH...! Hello Jin. What do you need?"

"N-nothing i just....Where are you Namjoon? And what are you doing?"

"I'm...learning how to be a better husband for you." Namjoon replied, looking at the ingredients, oven and at his mum in front of him.

"You don't need to be better. I lov-"

"Jin, let me do this. Tomorrow we can go buy suits." Namjoon smiled over the phone.

"S-suits? For the wedding? OUR Wedding? So soon?" Jin's eyes widened.

Namjoon chuckled.

"You sound like you don't want to marry me! Having second thoughts?"

"NO! no, no. no. Yes. We'll buy suits tomorrow." Jin grinned but it faded quickly. "How long will you be?" Namjoon could hear Jin's pout over the phone and sighed.

"It's 9am now. It'll be late. I'll be home home for dinner at 8pm. Don't make anything, i have a treat."

"okay." Jin sighed. 

"Baby, don't be sad. Just...entertain yourself for a while. Re-arrange stuff or watch TV. I love you so fucking much." Namjoon's voice got louder as Jin heard a women's voice in the background.

"Tell him mum said she loves hi-"

"GOT TO GO JIN, BYE!" The line went dead and Jin stared at the phone in his hand before slipping it into his pocket.

He decided to go top to bottom of the house, cleaning it.  He cleaned the bedroom, making the bed and polishing everything from windows to bedside tables. 

Jin went in the draws to clean them out, cleaning his out easily and then moving onto Namjoon's, putting everything on the bed.

Reading glasses, a book, pieces of paper and a pen...Condoms and lube. 

Jin looked back at the top of Namjoon's bedside table at a framed photo of him and Namjoon on his birthday. He was sat on Namjoon's knee feeding him cake and it made Jin smile. He was about start re-organising things when he saw a piece of paper which had been written on. He opened it slowly and read.

"Can't sleep.

I woke up because i felt Jin's arm fall over my waist and when i woke up his face was 2cm away from me.

Jin.

He's so fucking perfect it makes me crazy. He's so brave yet so...sensitive? I don't know how to say it. Somehow he has a soft personality and trusts me even after everything that happened to him. He should...He should have someone better than me. Hell, he DESERVES someone better than me. As i'm looking at him now i just...I love him. His hair, his face, his slightly open lips with the little puffs of air which lull me to sleep. I really do love him and i'm so happy he agreed to marry me.

It's just...Just everything. Sometimes i wanna shake him and scream 'YOU'RE SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!' You know?

I've been waking up in the middle of the night lately. And it would be from amazing dreams. Just the thought of him...Walking down the isle and saying 'i do'. He is gonna look breathtaking. He really is... My baby.