Before I fall (ironhide l.s)

Preview for the second book

Hey, no this story isn't over, almost but not quite. So just recently (about three hours ago or so) I had an anxiety/panic attack bad enough to make me have to be drove by ambulance to a hospital from my school. I wanted to let everyone out there with anxiety, depression, eating disorders, dyslexia, or any other problem going on in your life, even if it's just stress, it's a problem. I am here for you, it's a painful battle that we have to wake up in everyday. I know it's crappy but I wanted to let you all know you are amazing, you have a purpose, you are wanted. I am here for you if you ever need to talk, you can rant and you don't even have to tell me your name. Let me be your vent, let it all out.

Now, on to the preview!!

Who do you turn to when you are lonely?

Where do you go when it's dark?

When the world starts caving in on you what do you do?

When your parents separate how do you focus on anything but your broken heart?

You look for a way out, a way to prevent the pain. You try to make yourself feel better. I found my way, but then I lost it, I lost him. Now I'm left in the dark, all alone, and my world is going down.

"DONT DO IT!" My dad yelled chasing after me as I ran towards the water. My mom cried as she ran behind him. I continued to run, nothing was going to stop me. Nothing. I ran to the bridge and waited for my dad and mom to get close enough to say,
"I love you, I'm sorry, take care of everyone, goodbye"

My moms cries haunted me as I fell, the wind whipped my hair around. My eyes open enough to see my parents frightened faces, my dads tear stained cheeks and my moms purple face they blinded me as I closed my eyes and let the calmness engulf me. It's always quiet before a storm, always windy during a tornado, always painful when the lightning strikes. My body hit the water, it splashed up around me as pain devoured me like an ice cream cone on a hot day. But before blackness took over something warm wrapped around me, I opened my eyes, no, this...it's impossible... he's dead. I couldn't hold my breath anymore and I opened my mouth to breath and I sucked in water and everything went black.

Quotes from the next story:

Alexis>>
"Darkness isn't a enemy, it's an friend, the friend you go to when you want to be all alone, when you want to save yourself but don't know how."

Maddie>>
"When your siblings  fight your heart hurts, when your cousins fight you feel weak, when your parents fight your heart shatters. How do you hold yourself together when the strongest people you know are breaking themselves?"

Ironhide>>
"Losing loved ones is like loosing yourself, no one wants it and yet it still happens."

Ratchet>>
"Even after all of your tears have fallen, and your heart has been broken, remember me, not by what I look like or how I acted but by what I did, how I affected your life, how I shoved my way into your world and never wanted out."

Optimus prime>>
"Pain is only what you want it to be, only what you believe it to be, only what you make it, but pain is the one thing you can never prevent"