Equinox Fraternity

Project

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I'm thirty minutes earlier.Nahihiya naman ako kung ako ang iintayin nito eh ako ang may kailangan.Dala ko ang european era na damit na ipapasuot ko dito.I really facinate history and old culture.Kaya iyon ang naging inspiration ko para sa project kong ito.The nearing sunset will give old,dramatic and romantic ambience on photo.Excited na ako!

Kaso hindi ko maiwasan na kabahan.Nalilito na ako sa reakyon ko dito kahapon.His nearness yesterday was overwhelming yet disturbing.Isama mo pa ang emosyon nito na talagang nakakaapekto sa akin.Hindi ko alam ang tawag d'on pero gusto ko 'yon makita mula dito.

Was Zeus right?I already fell for him unknowingly.All this time,I felt something for him.That my obsession to him as a subject was just my own excuse to hide my feelings?I-I can't... this can't be.Ang tanga ko.Bakit hindi ko man lang na-realize ang bagay na 'yon.O baka masyado lang akong nag-iisip.

"Hey." Rinig kong nagsalita na nagpabalik sa akin sa sirkulasyon.

"Oh.Andyan ka na pala.Ahm.Bihis ka na." Sabay abot ng paper bag dito.

Kinuha nito ang paper bag.Napapikit ako ng walang serimonyang hinubad nito ang t-shirt.

"Gracious!Nasa park tayo.Baka may makakita sayo." Panenermon ko dito.

"They'll enjoy it.They should be happy its for free." Birong yabang nito. "You can open your eyes now."

Nakahinga na ako ng maayos dahil tapos na ito.Minulat ko na ang aking mata na sinunalubong ng kaakit-akit na mukha ni Yuan. Napakalapit nito.

He intently looking at me.He leaned more forward.The tip of our nose touch.I'm speechless when he used his nose to caress my cheek then go back to my nose.He act so sweet and daring.The way his eyes look at me was so endearingly and lovingly.Its like Im the only one girl in his eyes.Do I really like him?

I try to gain my conciousness again when I'm on my sanity.

"Let's start." Seryoso kong sabi.At medyo tinulak ko ito.Dala ang kamera ay tinuro kung san s'ya pupwesto.

"Do what you did when i took your first photo.Same expression.But different angle and body position.After that make your own pose that you'll be comportable of."Paliwanag ko.

Hindi na ito sumagot.Nagsimula na itong mag pose.I start my continous click to capture his movements.Sometimes I gave him instruction for better angle and expression.Goodness,how can I deny the abnormal feelings for him if even in our photo session he keeps looking at me in oh so special way.His eyes convey his feeling.Did I got right message?Did he really like me?

"Okay na."I put my thumbs up.I'm satisfied.This project will earn praises and high grades.My subject did better than what I expected.

Hindi ito sumagot.Lumapit lang ito sa akin.Pinagpapawisan ako ng malagket.Bumilis ang pagtibok ng aking puso at pulso.Naging mahirap pati paghinga.Natatae na ata ako sa kaba.Argh,kill me now!

He hands moved to touch my face.

"Do you like me?"He asked.Shock.Obvious ba ako masyado.Ngayon lang kasi ako nag kagusto sa isang lalaki,wait hindi pa pala ako sure sa bagay na yon.

"H-ha?H-hindi ah."High pitch kong sagot dito.

"You don't have to hide it because..." He likes me too?Or he love me na?Bakit ba kasi ang tagal n'yang sabihin.

"Because I don't care.Its now for you to feel pain,a heartbreak.You asked for it when you decided to play with me.Enjoy." The sweet guy replace the oldself,the demonic discusting pig.

"B-but you k-kissed me-"

"I can still kiss you right now."He's about to touch our lips but failed. I gave him a right hook and push him hard to release my anger.He looked at me.Wide eyes.

"Siguro nga.You made me have a little crush on you.Goodnews.You made me realize you don't worth it.But thank you for helping me with project.Bye." Pormal kong sabi dito.Ang tanga ko.Sanji and Zeus warned me but didn't listen to their precaution.Minsan na nga lang magka-crush palpak pa.Nagwalk out na ako.Hindi ko na matagalan ang presensya nito.

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