Walls

Chapter 12 part3

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Jace's POV

"You have to choose Danielle."

"Pack your things and go with me and we can forget about this or stay here and I will go without you." I said.

"J-Jace, I.." She stuttered.

She will not choose that guy instead of me.

I mean, I'm her boyfriend!

I'm her boyfriend and he is just some stupid side affair.

She surely would forget him when we got away.

Maybe she just got manipulated or something.

Maybe that stupid idiot manipulated her thoughts.

"Danielle?" I asked waiting for her answer.

Why is she taking too long to response?

Was an "I'll go with you" hard to say?

Why does she have to consider other things?

This is our future that is at stake.

Our relationship is at stake.

"J-Jace I..." She finally spoke.

I waited for her to finish her sentence.

"I cannot." She said lowly as she stared at the floor.

I cannot believe this.

I shook my head.

"You're gonna regret this Danielle." All I could manage to say.

Pain has consumed my whole body that even the breathing itself is painful.

"Jace come on.. Its just not that way.. If you could just..."

I didn't let her finish.

I raised my hand on her signaling her to stop.

I cannot take to hear my Danielle saying she cannot go with me because of that fcking guy.

I searched myself for anything.

But all I could find is pain and this feeling of being broken.

Just when I was about to give up on the pain, a new feeling arises.

Its pride.

I took a deep breath and sigh.

"You have already chosen. I do not need to hear anything anymore." I said.

I started making my way towards the door.

I reached on the knob and pulled it.

I stopped.

My heart is screaming.

I know I just need to ask one last time.

"Danielle, please. Just go with me." I pleaded.

My voice was low and rough.

I turned to see Danielle.

Danielle just held her head low.

She was staring painfully on the floor.

Slowly she shook her head.

I felt something in my throat.

I noticed fresh tears running through my face.

I wanted to ask her "why" but my pride stopped me.

"Too much for rejection."

I looked at Danielle.

Unconsciously comparing this Danielle to my previously sweet and faithful Danielle.

This can't be the same Danielle that I loved.

I turned to the door and just when I was about to go out, I just needed to say something.

"By the way, I hope you knew that with your answer, you also chose that we end our relationship."

I saw Danielle looked up on me on the corner of my eye.

I wanted to run to her and hug her and try to convince her again but the pride that is growing inside me was stopping me.

It pushes me outside the door and it was basically who closed the door behind me.

I absent mindedly walked.

Not sure where I am heading out.

I felt as if there has been a world's weight on my shoulders.

Its so heavy that I have been walking slowly.

So slow that I was actually walking like a zombie in the Walking Dead.

I then realized I was on my way towards my place.

I opened the door and weakly closed the door behind.

I do not have the energy for anything.

Its as if I was slowly dying candle.

Danielle is my life source and she left me by not choosing me.

I went to my kitchen and grabbed a bottle of whisky. Its the only bottle of alcohol in my place.

A million question is running through my mind.

Like, the big WHY?

Am I not enough?

Did I did something wrong?

Didn't I took care of her properly?

Was it my fault?

I love Danielle so much that my world revolved around her.

And now that she is gone, how can I move on?

I thought love would be enough

I thought my love would be enough

turns out it is not.

I am not enough.

Because if I was enough,

there would be no Louis.

and Danielle and I would be happy.

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