Walls

Chapter 10 part2

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I feel breathless.

Exhausted? Yes, a little.

It is if I worked out for a whole 24hours nonstop.

I know, exaggerated. More like straight 5hours of hardcore workout. If that is in any case better.

Sweats are all over my body.

A mix of both mine and Jace's.

I also feel sore in my core from what happened.

Its bearable through.

But above all that,

I also feel happy.

Overjoyed in fact.

Jace and I just made love with each other.

I cannot call it as plain sex.

There's more to it than just sex.

Jace took me with all passion yet with all gentleness.

I couldn't ask for any other way of having it than how Jace did it.

And yes,

He is my first.

And I don't actually feel any regret in my heart.

I love this guy with my whole.

I am glad he got me first.

Jace didn't knew it beforehand so he was surprised of course.

He repeatedly asked me if he hurt me.

I told him no.

Yes, I am tired but I feel happier.

I am sore but I love the reason why it is,

because I gave myself to someone I love.

We are both ready anyway.

Both physically and emotionally.

We can face the consequences of it and its responsibilities so I do not have doubts nor regrets.

Jace however, admitted that I was not his first.

I was kind of disappointed but I kind of expected it.

He grew up in a liberated place anyway.

But what got me surprised was the fact that I was only his second.

He shared that his first was his first long term girlfriend. That was a mutual decision between them that they would be each other's first.

I wouldn't deny that I got jealous but Jace assured that I own him now. He said they broke up because the girl fell out of love from him. Then months after he heard that the girl married another guy.

They still have communication until now but as Jace said, she have a happy family now.

At least now I know she wouldn't be a problem between Jace and I.

Sorry.

I know,

I looked possessive.

But I have the right.