Walls

Chapter 32 - Ending

I swung around, mesmerized by the soft cloth flying gracefully as I turned.

It's a white flowy dress with baby blue silloute with dash of glamorous glitters add sophistication to the already wonderful dress.

This is what I have always dreamt of it.

This is exactly how I wanted my wedding dress be.

White with blue, since I'm not a fan of girly pink and plain white is too main stream.

With glitters since I wanted to emphasize the sparkle of this moment.

Greek goddess style of gown.

Soft cloth.

Flowy.

If you'll look at it, its actually simple.

Simple yet very elegant.

Sophisticated.

Just perfect.

Through all those years, Jace and I have been in a wonderful relationship. Even after the accident, though it was never easy, we were able to pass all trials together. We have learned it was better to face hardships with the one you love than to suffer alone. So after saving up, and planning (I just had to, OC alert!), he felt we were ready so he popped the question and obviously I said yes, which lead to the current event. And I am drawn with all overflowing emotions.

Im excited.

Im nervous.

All at the same time.

"Easy girl, You wouldn't want to destroy the gown!" Louis tap me.

He has volunteered to help me with the details of my wedding. He was supposed to be the best man but he said he wanted to be 'behind the lime light' and helped me organize. He has remained as one of my closest friends, we have been through a lot. Years after, a lot of things changed. But all for the better. Louis, for one, has been a successful nurse researcher. He has been recognized into different countries. He has proved that his sexuality has nothing to do with his abilities.

I let out a sigh.

I am happy.

Its my wedding day.

The day I am dreaming for in years.

But I just feel that something is missing.

Or better, someone is missing.

I am happy and contented with my life but I can't help but wonder, where is he.

"Now you look sad. Seriously? Do I have to call a psychiatrist this time?" Louis.

I smiled.

"Shut up. It's nerve wracking to get married!" I told him.

"You're not helping Louis." Krissy said.

Louis just sticked his tongue out to Krissy as she rolled her eyes on him.

Krissy and Louis met each other when Jace and I returned to New York. Krissy and Louis instantly became the best of friends.

"I know you miss him, but this is your day. You should just be happy and savour this moment."

I looked at Krissy as she smiled at me as she does her duty as my maid of honor. She fixes few strands of my hair that went out of place.

"I know but I just wish he has just at least sent a card or something."

"The day isn't over yet, Yel. Who knows he might have sent something." Louis said.