Walls

Chapter 14 part2

"Yel?" I heard someone calling from the door.

I didn't noticed I fell asleep here in the kitchen's floor.

I tried to stand up but my knees are trembling.

I heard another call from the door, this time a bit louder.

"Yel??" I realized it was Louis.

"I'm... I'm fine." I said. I wasn't sure if I said that loud enough. I'm not even sure if I could say it a bit louder. My throat hurt like freak from all the crying and just by talking makes me feel like its being scratched or something. I would really need a warm water.

"Darling, we were all worried sick about you. Even Mrs. Styles was worried. Please open the door, let's talk." Louis said.

I smiled bitterly. So somebody still worries for me.

"I don't want to talk to anyone. I'm sorry for making you worried. I... I just need time to be alone." I tried to say.

I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't need someone to re-tell and re-live everything that happened that day. They don't need to know. I'm sure they would say how sorry they were but deep inside they'll think I'm pathetic. That I'm a loser. That I'm weak. Although I wont deny I feel like it as of the moment, I still don't  need their fake concern.

Well except Louis. I think he is the only one I can really consider as my friend.

"Darling, you had tons of time already for being alone. Please just open the door."

I just let out a sigh and searched myself.

"Yel, darling?" Louis called again.

"Darling, seriously. I'll break the door if you..." Louis threatened.

"I'm fine Louis. I just want to be alone. I'll not hurt myself or anything I promise. I just want to think. I need to be alone." I said cutting whatever he was trying to say.

I know he cares but I am still not ready to face anyone just yet.

"Have you eaten at least?" Louis asked.

I stopped and think.

I looked at the few empty can of corned beef in the counter that I think were there for more than days already.

It made me think, when was the last time I ate?

"I'll try to eat later." I said after my stomach answered my question. It must have been days since.

"Eat now please Danielle. I'll cook for you. Just eat please."

I froze at the recognition of the voice.

He can't be. That can't be him.

"He's here, darling. He already know about me, and your part-time." Louis said as if sensing my thoughts.

"Danielle, please.." Jace said. "Babe, I'm terribly sorry. I'm an idiot. A stupid. You can shout on me, hit me just please open the door."

I honestly wished I was strong enough to hit him, to curse him but I don't even have the energy to talk to him.

Memories of that day flooded me again for the nth time.

All the pain, if not more, were crawling towards me.

Soon I felt tears running down my cheeks, one after another.

I'm so tired of crying. I wanted to stop but even though how much I tried I cannot. My tears seemed to have a mind of their own.

"Babe..." I heard Jace calling out but I didn't respond.

I can't.

I do not even know what to say.

I felt so weak and so vulnerable. I feel fragile that I think if Ill try to talk to him I'll break again my poorly glued self.

Here is the man that I loved. The one that promised to protect and love me.

Unfortunately, he's also the man who left me. Like an old ragged rug, thrown away after being used.

I looked at the ring he gave me and pulled it out.

Promises...

...are always meant to be broken.

I heard Jace's voice but I cannot comprehend anything he's saying.

And honestly, as of the moment, I don't really care what he's saying.

I just pulled my knees closer and drown myself to the sound of my own cries.

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