Walls

Chapter 11 part2

Jace's POV

I wiped the tears on my face.

"Stop crying you stupid." I scolded my self.

I tried to calm myself.

Breathe in and out.

I grabbed my phone and dialed Danielle's number.

Why am I fcking calling her?

When I perfectly knew she would just hurt me with lies.

"Because you still hope this is not true."

I shook my head and pressed the call button.

I turned and saw Danielle picked up her phone.

She looked at Louis before she answered.

"Babe where are you?" I tried my best to sound normal.

"I'm... at the mall." She said.

I felt as if someone stabbed my heart.

"Y-you alone?" I said trying to hold back my emotions.

I saw Louis shook his head.

"Yeah."

I felt like I am suffocating.

"How can you lie to me Danielle?"

"I'll be home late." That's all I could say then I ended the call without waiting for her reply.

I drove away.

Tears blurring my vision.

Pain covering my heart.

Anger filled my head.

I slowed down the car.

I pulled over and found myself inside a bar.

I absent mindedly walked inside and took a seat on the counter.

Soon, I realized I was consuming alcohol more than I could handle.

My vision started to get hazy and I could not think straight but I do not want to stop.

I need this.

I need this to forget the pain.

Or else the pain will consume me and I am not sure if I will be able to handle it.

I drank the brandy in front of me straight.

I lost count of how many shots I took after 3.

I barked another order.

I do not care what anybody thinks of me as of the moment.

I just wanted to get drunk and forget.

Louis.

Damn that Louis.

The first moment I saw that bastard I already felt wrong.

That must be my instinct, telling me to fcking put Danielle away from him.

But Danielle assured me too much that I became too fcking confident that this wouldn't happen.

The waiter handed me another glass of brandy.

I grabbed the glass and carried it towards my mouth.

In few seconds, the alcohol is already inside me.

"Jace-y?" I heard someone called me.

I didn't bother to look who fcking called. Although I have an idea who was it. I just don't want to think as of the moment.

"Jace-y sweety, what are you doing here?"

"Obviously, eating." I said in my thoughts. I do not have enough energy to even talk.

I felt a hand wrapped over my shoulder.

"Ohh dear Jace-y. Did Yel broke up with you already? Or worst... did she was not able to make you cum?"

Those words disgust me even at my state. A gush of anger rushed through me and before I knew it, I was grabbing her arm tight.

"Don't. Ever. Talk. About. Her. Like. That."

"Jace!" She said as she withdraw her arm from me.

I barked another order then drank it.

"Oh I know what this is." She said.

"Doesn't she know when to stop?"

I didn't bothered to look at her and minded my own business.

"So you knew." She said. "About Yel's other man." She added.

I snapped my head towards her and stared at her with all anger.

"She knew? So maybe its true. I am the last to know. Everybody knew." I thought.

I felt a big rush of pain through my veins.

"Ohh Jace-y. Now you know that your Yel wasn't as innocent as you knew."

I felt her hands are on me but I didn't cared.

I was too occupied with the pain I was feeling.

"I even saw them more than once towards the motel. I wonder what they would do there."

An image of Danielle and that bastard going inside a motel flashes in my mind.

"Damn!"

She was still touching me when I felt her lips against mine.

She was kissing me and I didn't protest.

What's the use of staying faithful if the girl I'm being faithful and loyal with was with another guy at the moment.

I felt the kiss to deepen.

I didn't respond.

I just let her kiss me.

I must admit, she is good at this.

She does her thing, kissing and touching me but I cannot feel anything.

She was kissing me with all skill but I still cannot help but compare her with Danielle.

Danielle was less skilled but her lips were sweet and delicate.

Her every touch is light but it sends me volts I cannot explain.

Danielle turns me on with just a snap of her fingers.

Then I realizes how I fcking love Danielle so much.

"You wouldn't want to see her having somebody else to take care of her. You would hate that. It will break your heart to million pieces." As if I heard Dad's voice in my head.

"She already did, Dad. She was with somebody else and it broke me like you said I would." I said in my thoughts as if having a conversation with Dad.

"..your job is to keep her and once you failed.. well, you know what will happen if you failed."

Then it hit me.

"Why am I letting that guy get Danielle that easy?"

Then I realized that I am letting this girl kiss and touch me.

And her hands are on their way to my guy.

I suddenly shoved her.

The girl was obviously shocked but she quickly recovered.

"Jace-y, honey, if you want it slow no problem." She said as he tried to get close to me.

"I love Danielle so fck off!" I shouted at her while I quickly paid for my drink and left.

I think I sobered up with that and went inside my car.

"I would not give you up Danielle that easily." I said as I started my car engine.

"Never. Without a fight."

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