Walls

Chapter 13 part1

Jace's POV

I tried to open my eyes but I can't.

Sunlight that was shining directly in my eyes through the window.

"Can anyone shut those blinds?!" I thought.

I lazily got up and went towards the window to close the blinds then threw myself in the couch.

I tried to go back to sleep but I cannot.

I opened my eyes and saw the mess around me.

"Danielle would surely get mad at me with these mess." I thought shaking my head.

I froze with my trail of thoughts.

I forgot..

Danielle and I are not together anymore.

Pain floated in my heart.

I still cannot believe what happened to us.

We were happy.

then suddenly...

I let out a sigh.

I don't want to think about it.

I want to move on.

That is how it should be.

I can't be in pain and anger forever.

It has been like two painful dark weeks since that day.

I have mourned a lot already.

Drank a lot already.

I smirked as I remembered the look on that cashier's face when I bought those 10 bottles of different alcohol after my sole bottle was emptied.

I surely looked hell while paying those.

Now, those bottles are all over my place.

Most are emptied while few are only half emptied.

It was either I passed out while drinking those or I passed out while drinking those. No other choice.

I chuckled.

I still have my humor, I guess.

I got up after feeling the urge to piss.

I swayed on my way to the bathroom.

I laughed again at myself after I saw few empty bottles where in the bathtub.

I am such a mess.

I think I finally got over the idea that I'm already a single.

I sat up on the kitchen counter.

I can't help but wonder how was Danielle doing?

Was she happy now with Louis?

I know, after what she did I still care about her.

Okay, I'll admit.

I still love her.

And I want her to be happy.

I mean, its not that easy to unlove her.

I think I would love her forever even after all of these.

That is how much I love her.

Just then an idea popped in my mind.

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Jace's POV

I took my way towards the elevator but I suddenly realized I wanted to take the stairs.