on love

kaze ni naru : tobi-q

wasurete ita me o tojite

torimodose koi no uta

aozora ni kakurete iru

te o nobashite mou ichido

kageyama's eyes shot open, his breaths coming out ragged. he expected to see the back of her sleeping figure in front of him to see nothing but an empty space beside him. sadness filled his sea-blue eyes. that's right. she would never be by his side anymore.

wasurenaide sugu soba ni

boku ga iru itsu no hi mo

hoshizora o nagamete iru

hitorikiri no yoake mo

he sat on the couch, eyes on the television, which was playing some anime. his gaze skirted over to the sleek black piano sitting a few feet away.

he stood up and walked over to it. he lifted the cover and grazed his hands over the monochrome keys. for a moment, he saw her sitting on the piano stool, hands running on the piano, melodies reverberating. he blinked, and he was standing there alone, with the sounds of the television in the air.

tatta hitotsu no kokoro

kanashimi ni kurenaide

kimi no tameiki nante

harukaze ni kaete yaru

he unlocked his phone and scrolled through the pictures before alighting on his favourite one. they were standing in the snow, snowflakes falling from the sky. a cream white scarf partially blocked her smile. her eyes were shining, bright and happy, and she threw up a peace sign with her other hand clutching onto his arm. he had a decent smile on his own face.

a small sad smile tugged at his lips as he moved his thumb over to stroke her cheek in the image.

hi no ataru sakamichi o

jitensha de kakenoboru

kimi to nakushita omoide nosete yuku yo

it was a rather chilly january morning, considering how the coldest day of winter passed a month ago, on his birthday. it was her birthday that day, and he was going to visit her.

memories played in his head as he walked up the hill, a few snowflakes kissing his tan skin and falling onto the bouquet of flowers he was carrying.

he remembered the time she taught him how to ice skate. the time she dragged him out with her to get merch. the times she played at competitions and the look of relief once she stepped off the stage.

he promised himself that he wouldn't cry. she would not have wanted to see him shed a tear.

lalalalala

kuchizusamu

kuchibiru o somete yuku

kimi to mitsuketa shiawase hana no you ni

he bent down by the grey gravestone and placed the bouquet down before the stone gingerly.

"hey," he said softly, "it's been a while, hasn't it?"

he let the corners of his lips curve upwards before he began telling her about what happened recently, such as volleyball practice, the usual.

"i... i miss you, qq," he said, choking up as tears began to form, "i want you to show up after practice and ramble about some asshole in your class, or whatever new anime episode that was released. i want to hold you in my arms again..."

tears fell from his eyes and onto the snow-covered ground. he wiped the liquid from his face and stood up.

"wait for me. i'll be seeing you very soon."

translation

close the forgotten eyes and retrieve the love song

reach out your hand hidden in the blue sky one more time

don't forget, soon i'll be by your side all the time

even when at dawn you gaze at the starry sky alone

don't let your only heart become darkened by sadness

i'll change your sighs into the spring breeze

i ride my bike fast up the sunny hill

carrying the memories i forgot with you

lalalalala, i hum, staining my lips

the happiness i've found with you is like a flower

word count : 544
date published : 160817

a/n : i'm such a sucker for angst ,, song title is kaze ni naru (becoming the wind) ,, also am i a sadist or a masochist or both or ,,, anyway suggest sum angst ideas and ships thanks