on love

complete

like i said before in one of the oneshots released early thus year, i said that this book will die within this year.

and yes, i'm ending it now.

sure, i myself don't want to do this either (i still have some drafts in this book, gathering dust, and i did hope of completing them someday), but as you all know, i have commitment issues and such. plus, me shipping friends with fictional people is "a 2017 thing".

someone once told me to stop it and change, to be more mature and act like my age. because apparently what i'm doing now is considered "immature".

can you change someone overnight? no. but can you change someone over time? possibly.

i can try changing. but there's no guarantee that i can actually change. maybe i'll change completely. maybe i'll change to a certain degree. maybe i won't even change at all. there are infinite possibilities out there in multiple universes, and we don't know which one will come true in ours.

maybe i'll even continue to write and restart this book again. maybe people won't be as irritated as before, and maybe i can continue writing like i always did. for now, i'll come back and read whatever i have written to have some blasts to the past and think of the fond memories i had when i wrote them.

so call it an end, if you must, but this book will serve as a reminder that i once shipped people with fictional characters because i liked to, and that i really enjoyed writing oneshots about them.

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