Our Secret

Chapter 39- You & I

Kade's POV

"You look beautiful." Grandma smoothed out the wrinkles from my black cardigan that covered my strapless black dress. She wore a black pencil skirt and jacket with an old fashioned birdcage rested on her head. Stacks of tissues peeked out of her pocket.

"I don't feel beautiful, dressed in black, the color of death." I murmured to myself.

Grandma sighed. "We mustn't be late." She held weakly onto my arm for support. For a werewolf, she sure did age. She looked like a typical human elder. So did grandpa, but that's only because he's no longer vampire.

The wind wrapped around my body, making me shiver. The sky was cloudier today for the first time since the incident.

I just can't believe I lost three people so quickly.

I half expect Edward to commit suicide, but I would die myself from the lack of hydration. I have no more tears left.

We stepped outside, into our backyard where the three coffins were placed. A white one: my mom, a black one: Harry, and a brown one: Marcel.

We have so much property, it almost seemed unfair to place them anywhere else. So whenever I need someone, I can just go into my backyard.

It was all open casket. My mom was dressed in a pink gown holding a bouquet of lilies. Marcel didn't have his glasses on, so he looked like Harry with a ton of hair product. And Harry was wearing a matching tux like Marcel.

"Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today in loving memory of Katy Marie Tomlinson, Marcel Styles, and Harry Styles. Now we have the young men's brother, Edward Styles." Grandpa stood down from the pedestal for Edward to make his speech. He was wearing tinted sunglasses to hide his eyes.

"Harry and Marcel were the best brothers you could ever wish up. Harry was so lucky. He found his mate first and his special someone to guard. I always envied him. He was pure perfection of everything. Marcel was the oddball of us triplets. He was fascinated by science and was Aphrodite's pet you could say. He was the most ecstatic about coming down for a visit to see Harry when we got permission from Aphrodite." He paused and exhaled.

"I can't think of much to say. They were amazing brothers. I'm proud to call them my brothers. I wish I could travel back up to Heaven and stay with them. But I can't afford to lose someone else I love." He stared at Andi lovingly. "I love them and I will miss them." He sniffed and quickly walked away from the pedestal.

That was my cue to make my speech. I stood up and slowly walked to the pedestal. I stared at all the sad faces. "My mom was crazy. She was so energetic and caring. But I was glad she was my mom. Before I was born, she was pregnant." I saw Tommy tense up. "I wish I could've met my siblings and we could've lived a happy life. But I couldn't because I wouldn't be here. I grew up fast, not really having the time in the world to spend with my mom. But the time that I did have, I wouldn't change it. Harry loved my mom. You could see it in his eyes that he did. They had a unique relationship, finding out your mate is also your guardian angel, like Andi and Edward. Harry was always so kind to me and fun to be around. I wish I bonded with him more. And oh God Marcel. His last words to me were that he loved me. I never told him my feelings for him. I barely just found out he was my guardian angel. And he risked his life to save me. I wish I had more to say, but I don't. I just miss all of them so much." I broke down crying. "I love them." I ran from the pedestal, past everyone, and I to the house.

I just broke down, weeping into the couch pillow. I could see them closing the caskets and lowering them into the ground.

"Goodbye." I said aloud. "I love you Marcel."