Complicated : (2014)✔️

Chpt. 46

Beyonce's P.O.V.

I layed on the floor groaning. I stretched my arms out and hurried my face I to the new carpet. It's been two months since we've moved into the pent house. It's huge. I caressed my stomach and Shawn sat next to me already dressed for work. "What you doing princess?" He asked.

I breathed the new scent of the carpet. "Planking." I said sarcastically. He chuckled. "Menstrual Cycle?" he asked. I nodded and he held my face and kissed me. "You need pads? Tampons?"

I shook my head. "No, all I want is some chocolate.."

He laughed and got up. "Let's go get you some chocolate."

"We can't I gotta go to work." I told him. He sighed and picked me up bridal style. He sat on our new leather couch and settled me on his lap. "I miss you being here with me." He whispered. "Aw, Baby.." I whispered. He smiled. I remembered thinking about something and ran my hands through my hair. "Uh, Shawn?" I said. He glanced at me. "What do you think about me getting my tubes tied?" I asked with a whisper. He looked at me straight in the eyes. "Well, why do you want to do that?"

I held his hands. "Because, we have sex a lot Shawn. Most of the time we don't use condoms. Baby, I 'd love to have your child but not right now." He nodded. "Please don't tie the tubes. We'll use condoms now." He said. "Shawn.." "How about Birth control pills princess?" He suggested. I nodded. "Okay.."

"Babe, I really want a child with you.." He said looking honest.

"We just got our relationship back on track." I whispered. "I know.. But, I just want to finally have a child of my own."

"Katy is making one for you." I said. "God knows that that's not my baby. I swore I used a condom." I chuckled. "If it's yours you have to be there.."

He nodded. "I will."

I smiled and kissed him. He released the kiss and I got off of his lap. I was already dressed for work. I showered and all that good stuff already. I walked upstairs and took my heels that was on the balcony. I pressed my feet in it and walked back down the stairs. Shawn held my bag and I walked up to him. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my area on his. I smirked at him and he smirked back while wrapping his arms around my waist. I leaned in and kissed him. Everyday before we go to work, we both didn't want to depart. Since Katy left the picture. Everything was perfect. Now, I love him more than ever before. My love for him has increased to a high level. We finally broke the kiss and still gave each other a peck. I took my bag from him and we both walked outside to our cars. I got in mines and watched Shawn close and lock the door. I smiled at him and he smiled back. I chuckled and drove down to my job.

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I sat down in my office chair and leaned back. I started my office work. But I got a little tired. But, knowing me. Whatever I start I don't stop till I'm finished. I huffed and continued till I saw my door flew open.

"Hello Ms. Knowles." I heard the deep voice of my assistant Michael say. I looked up at him. "You're late." I said without responding to his greeting. "I am offaly sorry." I nodded and he took a seat next to me. "Finish off the work I gave you last time." He nodded and took a pen off of my desk and started doing the papers. My assistant had blue eyes and he was Mexican. I haven't told Shawn that I got a male assistant but what does that matter. We're not doing anything. "Beyoncé" he said I glanced at him. "Where does the limit stop?" He asked. I glanced at the sheet of paper and noticed my hand was on his. I ignored it but I know he didn't ignore it. I glanced at him. "It stops here." I said pointing to the number "85" He kept looking at me and I lifted my hand off of his and finished the paper work I had. I placed the papers back in their places and watched as he did the last one. "Beyoncé Knowles and Shawn Carter?" I looked up at his face and back at the paper. He had the news paper. I saw a picture of me next to Shawn. I cleared my throat and fixed myself in the chair. "He divorced his wife for you?" He asked. "No." I responded without giving any other reasons. "Why am I in the news paper anyways?" I asked myself. He heard me though. "Because Shawn Carter practically owns half of this state." He replied. I rolled my eyes at his comment. "He divorced Katy. Says here that he is now with you."

I nodded. "He is.." I said. I could feel him smiling at me. "How long?"

"2 and a half years."

"Wow.." He said. I nodded and crossed my legs. I ran my hands through my hair. "He's lucky. You're beautiful."

I blushed. "Yeah.. He tells me that all the time."

Michael got up and came behind me. "Does he treat you right?" He asked. I nodded and I felt his warm voice come behind me. "I'd do the same thing.." He whispered against my bear skin. I felt electricity go down my spine. "You would?" I asked getting lost in his scheme. "Yes.." He said kissing my neck. I layed my head back. This isn't the first time he's done this. He licked my neck and sucked on it a bit. My mouth opened and "Yesses.." Flew out my mouth. I gotta admit. That relaxed me. He traveled up my towards my face and sucked on my cheek bone. He later went back down and suck on my spot. My legs slid open and I felt as his hand traveled down my thigh. He rubbed his fingers against my skin. "Shawn.." I moaned. Shit, I hope he didn't hear that. It didn't seem like he did because he kept running his hands down my thighs. He moved his finger across my panties. When I felt him do that I jumped up. "Michael no." I said lightly pushing him away. "You were into it before."

"Before I thought about the man I love. What a hoe I was to let you touch me that way." "Beyoncé I am sorry. But you're not a hoe. I seduced you into it and I'm sorry."

I just nodded.

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I walked inside the house and Jay watched me. He came and hugged the life out of me. "Hey baby.." I said laughing. He smiled. "Hey.." He closed the door behind me and I looked at him. His smile drifted away when he saw mines did as well. "What?" He asked. I looked at his neck. Is that a.. I walked around him with my eyes not believing what I am seeing before me. "Shawn.." I spoke. "Baby, before you jump unto conclusions. I didn't cheat on you.." He whispered. I stopped walking around him. "Why do you have a hickey?" I asked. He looked at me and raised his eyebrows. "The same reason you have one." He said. I placed my finger on my neck and sighed. "This assistant of mine. Got a little out of hand today." I said telling the truth. "That's funny because that happened to me as well." He said. He sat on the chair and took me by my waist placing me on his lap. "You have a female assistant?" I asked. "Yes. I had no idea Trey would be out today." "Just a temp?" I asked. He nodded. "Trey is going to be out for a few days though." "Shawn. I thought we agreed on no female assistants." I said. "Baby, I know but. I had no idea I would have gotten one."

"Fire her." I whispered. He sighed. "Fire your male assistant." He said. "How do you know if it was male?" I questioned. "Cause my baby isn't bi-sexual."

I chuckled. "Okay, I'll fire him." "I'll fire mines as well."

I smiled and stood up. He took off my jacket and my clothes. "You didn't mess with him did you?" He asked. I shook my head. "Did you mess with her?" I asked. "No." He started un dressing me. Soon I was only in my panties. He layed me on the floor and gently stood over me. "I missed you.." He whispered. "I missed you too." I whispered back. He leaned in and kissed me. He slowly sucked on my neck. "Dont..let..anyone..touch..you..the..way..I..do.." He whispered across my neck. "Yes daddy.." I moaned. I unzipped his dress pants and took off his suit. I threw his tie to the side and felt as his hard erosion rid across my walls. I grunted. "Put it in.." I whispered. "With pleasure.."

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TBC;

Author's Note:

I hate when people take my style. Smh. Shit, pisses me off. Anyways. I just ordered some high waist shorts, high waist jeans that cover my belly button and some crop tops thats stop a little before. So you can indeed see the stomach. I also went on vogue. Ya'll need to be on those. Their literally life. And do y'all watch American Horror Story?! Oh Lord. I'm literally white. I swear. Lol, but wanna hear a joke? Two of my exes want me back. 😂😂. One of them dumped their girlfriend thinking they can get me back. LAWL 😂😂😂😭😭! It has this girl who keeps annoying the shit out of me about one of my exes though. Like stay in your lane. Let me stop shadin people. A couple people said Im the queen of wattpad. Shit made me cry. But wait. I'm hungry doe.