Follow the Yellow Brick Road?! Screw The Emerald City!! Im Choosing My Own Path!

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A-N0- The song is from the Broadway show WICKED. It fits perfectly! I'll italicize the lyrics in my entry. But i did change around some of the words to fit the situation better. No, Drew is not singing as well. Just Nikola

April 26th (Nikola's POV)

Dear Diary,

"The lowest ebb is the turn of the tide."     -Henry Longfellow

And, yes, the tide definitely was turning. Things were going to

change-drastically- and I just hope I'm ready for it. And that change has

already begun. I've started my "fall", Drew is always high, Erika is cooking up

something wicked, Crash is more- everything, and Sophia and Tristan were

nominated as prom king and queen. I don't know if that last one was a joke or

not...but I'm thinking not. It shouldn't be a joke- good people deserve good

things. Let's just say that I know who I'm voting for- sorry, Drew.

I walked into school after paying the taxi driver. That's right, I had to take a

taxi to school. Drew doesn't drive me anymore, mom and dad don't have to go to

work for another forty minutes, Sophia still doesn't like me, and I just

couldn't ask Crash- not yet.

I went over to Crash's friends because they were the only ones that would accept

me- even though I didn't know any of them. It was awkward. I was fine on the

outside, all made up and wearing tight jeans and a tight inappropriate top; but

on the inside my stomach was churning. I was going to change my life. And

hopefully I could change Drew's too. So I went to class and never took my eyes

off the clock. At 1:25 I texted Drew:

Hey. Meet me in the chorus room in 10 mins

I raised my hand and asked to go to the bathroom and then stood in the choir

room- waiting.

Everything was so pointless! All of it! None of it mattered- not the parties,

the cheerleading, popularity, designer clothes...

Drew walked in, "What's up?"

"Do you remember when you used to be in chorus?" I ask, my voice filled with

nostalgia.

He blushed, "No. Maybe. So? You used to sing too!"

It was true. I was in chorus for about a month before I chose cheerleading. That

was in middle school. As soon as highschool started Drew got rid of any evidence

that he had ever been in the choir. But there was still one picture- mine. He

was wearing a tie and white shirt, standing amongst the other kids and looking

young and carefree. I kept that picture on my bedside table and looked at it

every night. I wanted that Drew. I wanted HIM. I wanted my brother...

"I still do. But I'm singing a different tune," I whispered, "Drew, I'm so

unhappy."

"So get happy!" He says as if it were that easy.

"I am. And this is me doing it. Drew, come with me, please."

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