Gabriel (Continued) (Book 2)

Tears For You (Lexi's POV)

A-N- Hey everyone! So, i really think you all will like Lexi's POV since she's a very likeable character :) i had fun writing her pov! I wanna do it more often but it doesnt always fit in with the story line :/

Okay, song on the right is Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift. It describes the Drew-Lexi relationship PERFECTLY!

And the people on the right are  Lexi, her dad played by Eduardo Verastegui and her mom played by the awesome Joan Jett! I think shes beautiful btw. And i know Carter is a boys name...i just really like it and think it makes for an edgy girl name :P

Lastly, please enjoy this! Fan, vote, comment!

End of November

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship- never.

That quote was written by Charles Caleb Colton.

And it describes how I feel about my friend Drew.

Yes, I love him. I have for years.

Love is a powerful thing; its an emotion, an essence, a state of mind, a lifestyle. If loving him means watching him be with other girls or letting him have his chance to party and dabble in drugs, if love means waiting to be loved back...then I'll do it. I'll do it all. I would do anything to hear him say the words I so much want to say to him:

I love you.

I love Andrew Nicholas Ryan.

And, don't you think its real if I can still say that after all the sluts he's slept with and all of the changes he has gone through?

Its sad. We used to have so much fun together driving in his porsche with the top down. We would be laughing all the time! And our sleep overs used to be legendary! They lasted all the way from elementary school through most of 9th grade.

Those were the good old days when his smile was genuine and his laugh was all I needed to make my stomach clench with dozens of butterflies. Those were the good days when he didn't need a party to have fun.

Even sitting next to someone with that smile and that laugh that made my toes curl, no one else would know how I felt. I was good at hiding my emotions because Drew wasn't the only one who saw me as just a friend. Everyone saw me as a tomboy or as "one of the guys".

He was different, but so was I. Could I have even handled a boyfriend at the time? No, I was going through so many changes! Drew was there for it though, he didn't know what was going on but he helped. We told them all that I got mono in eighth grade, because I was Changing. I was out for months! My dad is a vampire and my mom is a werewolf. I went through extremely painful changes because of that odd combination. Every full moon fire licks my veins and tries to freeze them in time, but the wolf in me fights back and claims me stronger than any other day. The night is mine but I am the moon's.

It was a saturday night and I sat up in my room cross legged on my bed watching the moon and stars. My fingers ran over the soft blue bed covers that I've had since middle school; and my eyes saw every picture of my friends as if those moments were only happening now.

My favorite picture was me and Drew (of course) sitting on my bedside table. He had given it to me when I turned twelve. The frame was a navy blue one with purple splatters that he made in wood shop and th picture was me sitting on the grass looking up at the camera and Drew had his chin resting on my shoulder. We were so close but so far...

I unfolded my skinny jean clad legs and jumped up to grab my acoustic guitar from the other side of the room.

Re positioning myself on the edge of my bed I placed the guitar in my lap and watched my clear tears drip onto the smooth lacquer finish of the guitar. They slid silently down, just like my feelings; always silent.