Thomas Sangster, Robbie Kay, Peter Pan, and Newt Imagines

88) SPECIAL VII: Just A Little Cut - Part 3

A/N: This part three was requested by Lily_Rose_sky killianodonoghue dareyes9 @Phire04

Robbie Kay X Thomas Sangster X Peter Pan X Newt X Reader (ft. Dylan O'Brien)

(Y/N)'s POV

Robbie and Thomas knew how I felt about them. They say that the truth will set you free but I don't feel free since they don't know the entire truth. They have no idea that I missed them so much that I did stupid things like join this drama club that I absolutely hate, and cutting myself because of my demons.

When Monday came, I woke up early in the morning and drove my car right over to Robbie's house. I parked my car there and hid the key in a place I knew that Robbie would look. Cause that's how good of a friend I am. Right after that, I walked going to school, knowing that I have a lot of time to go there on foot.

As I walked, I clutched my black jacket tight and put my hands in my pockets. Neither Robbie or Thomas talked to me throughout the weekend. When I was finished with my homework, I just buried myself in books and music. I just wish that I could live in their world and not in mine. It might make me feel a little better.

I saw the silhouette or the school in a few minutes. I saw that I'm pretty early and maybe I could read while waiting for first period. My eyes landed at the Starbucks cafe where I just created a scene. I couldn't bear to go inside and just continued to walk trying to forget that memory. It was the scariest thing I've ever experienced. I never told Dylan since I don't want him to worry. He's just too busy and a little stressed with school himself. If my parents learn about this, they'll make me go home. I have somehow face this problem and not run away like last time.

Then my mind drifted off to Newt. He knew exactly what to do. He did what I wanted Robbie and Thomas to do when I started to feel depressed.

How?

Should I thank him?

Should I even talk to him?

I had no idea what I'll do. Then my mind told me what I should clearly do.

Just go to school and study. That's what you came there to do.

Thankfully, I'm not needed in the drama club since the props are all done. I'm actually going to quit the club when the play is over which will be in four months. Four more months of agony.

I headed over to the cafeteria of our school. There weren't that many people yet and I still don't see my car around. There aren't any food yet in the cafeteria, other than the vending machine. Before I continued reading Turtles All The Way Down, I went to the vending machine and decided to buy chocolate.

Holding the bar of Snickers in my hand, I was heading over to the nearest table only to see Newt staring at me from across the room. I decided to ignore him and just shrug him off but he walked towards me- well, limped. I've never really noticed that he was limping before.

What could've happened?

"(Y/N)," Newt called out to me.

My feet stopped moving and my shoulders relaxed with the sound of his voice. I knew that it was unfair to ignore him, he didn't do anything wrong. I turned and saw that he was now right in front of me.