Random Imagines

Spencer Reid-Criminal Minds (Part 3)

(A/N-Recently watched the Episode where Emily "Dies" And I cried so god damn much at Reid Crying in JJ's arms.)

*One Year Later*

I sat there in the waiting room, tears running down my face and my legs bouncing up and down in anticipation. 'She'll be OK auntie Em get through this, she strong she'll make it out alive.' I repeated to myself in my head

It have been four hours since SSA Derek Morgan found Emily in the warehouse. Four hours since she was rushed into surgery. The team asked me every so often how I was feeling but I couldn't answer because I knew if I opened my mouth to say anything, I would break and I couldn't do that, I had to stay strong knowing that's what Emily needed.

I heard footsteps steps and I brought my head up to see JJ stood in the door way. I rushed to my feet hoping for good news but in her eyes was a sadness that told me with out her saying anything that Em didn't make it.

"No!" I whispered. Tears spilling from my eyes. "Please god no." I cried as my feet fell from under me and my knees hit the floor as I hung on to the chair for support.

"She didn't make it off the table." JJ informed us quietly. I cried, silently tears fell from my eyes, I sniffled and I felt sick. I felt someone wrap an arm around my shoulder but I shrugged it off and I stood up.

"No, she wouldn't leave me." I screamed as I ran out into the hall and out of the hospital in desperate need for air.

I sat on the step, crying feeling as if my world was about to end.

"Is everything OK?" I heard an womans voice from behind me. A thick Scottish accent.

"No, not really." I answered with out looking up. "My Aunt passed away. She was the only family I had." I cried.

"I'm so sorry for you loss." She whispered. "But try remember those good times you had and you'll get through it." I looked up but there was no one there. I looked around and sighed hoping it was just in my head when I heard the doors of the hospital open and out walked Spencer.

"Hey." He said sadly, I could see the tears in his eyes but he held them back.

"I didn't get to say goodbye Spence. Non of us did. Why couldn't I say good bye?" I cried as he sat by me.

"I don't know Y/N. I wish I could have said good bye too but I guess it's just the way things are." He sniffed. I turned and hugged him. "I'm so sorry Y/N. I know what Emily mentioned to you and I know that she wouldn't have wanted to leave you alone." He spoke sadly after a few moments of silence.

"I'm not alone Spence. I have the team, I have JJ and Will but mostly I have you." I smiled up at him sadly. "And I'm sorry too, I know she was you friend and she ment alot to you."

"Come on, let's go back to the team, I'm sure they are worried about you." He sighed and stood up. I nodded and stood, following him inside, wiping the tears from my face.

We walked into the room where we had been waiting and I took a deep breath as I  looked up at all the sad faces and I nearly broke again.

"Hey kid." Morgan mumbled as he pulled me into a tight hug. "How you feeling?"

"About as you'd expect. I mean, I know she's gone but I don't think it's hit home properly yet. I'm sad and confused but..."

"I understand kid, I'm sorry it happened and I know it will take a while for you to come to terms with it but when you do just know, we are all here for you. Know matter what." Rossi spoke up.

"Thank you." I mumbled as I hugged him too.

"I'm so sorry for you loss Y/N. If you need anything just let me know Ok." Garcia smiled.