My Brother's Best Friend | ✓

25. "fuck"

I have been a virgin for the last 18 years of my life.

It's such a simple thing but it meant a lot to me. It's so strange for me to just be giving it up now especially when half my school already did.

He got up off of me and reached his hand out for me. "We're gonna do this the right way" he said and I took his hand and followed him to his bedroom.

It was so empty, all it had was his bed and nightstand. He kissed me as we walked over to the bed and he cupped my cheeks with his hands as our lips connected again and again exchanging hot and heavy breaths.

As I took off my dress to reveal my lace underwear, he grabbed a familiar tiny package from the nightstand. I had recognized it from health class.

"Are you sure you're ready for this?".

"I wouldn't rather be with anyone else" I told him.

He licked his lip before he climbed on top of me again and kissed me. This time it was different, I swear I saw fireworks. I felt the excitement start to bubble again.

I could tell he was excited by the way he held my face as he kissed me. He ran his hands up my dress and grabbed my thighs.

He lowered his boxers and I stared at his member again. I gulped at the length because it seemed bigger than I remember.

I hissed softly at the pain. He was slow and gentle and asked me if I was okay. After a few strokes it started to feel good. He kept hitting the spot that felt so good. Everytime he would go in I moaned. I started gripping the bed sheets to try to stabalize myself but it wasn't working, my head was spinning.

His moans were turnign me on every more and I could tell he was close.

After he flopped onto the bed next to me and we both passed out

"I'll go slow"

I woke up in his arms and I felt so safe and warm again. I didn't want to wake him but I had to check the time. I saw it was 12:03pm and suddenly I remebered I had to get home. "Shoot" I whispered quietly to my self. Sawyer shifted and his arm moved.

I turned to face him and saw his eyes squint to look at me. "Good morning" I smiled. He looked at me and closed his eyes again, smiling. "I had the best time last night" he said.

"Me too" I ran my hand through his messy hair. I hated that I had to ruin the moment "I'm sorry but I really need to get back home, my mom must be worrying" I said. "Oh yea, I'm sorry Holly I didn't-"

"No don't worry, it's fine. I'm glad I stayed over" I said.

"You know, you should really come over more often," he said with a sleepy smile on his face. I giggled and then gave him a quick kiss on his cheek.

He drops me off a few houses away. "Thank you for everything" I smile and kisses me one last time.

I quietly sneak in hoping my mom is asleep. "Where were you?" I hear a stern voice from behind me as I close the door. "Shit" I whisper to myself.

I turn around and notice my moms crossed arms and angry expression. "I- uh- stayed at Camile's place, sorry I guess I forgot to tell you-"

"Why are you lying Holly?"

"What?"

"Camille's mom said they were out bowling last night" she said smuggly. "You were with a boy weren't you?"

"Mom" I begin

"Look I know how it is, when I was your age I did this to my mom too, but your safety is the most important thing and you can't be doing this"

"I'm sorry" I say deciding there's no reason to lie to her anymore

"It's okay I'm not mad I was just really worried Holly" she uncrossed her arms and gave me a tight hug. I could smell her coffee breath indicating she probably didn't get much sleep.

"Where's Ryan" I asked curiously. "He's out with some friends I think" mom said.

I went upstairs hoping to finally get out of the dress I was in and take a nice hot shower. I let my hair out of the ponytail it was in before as I walked by Ryan's room.

I took two steps back once I realized the door was open and I peaked in.

I looked at the scattered mess on his bed and I stepped in to get a closer look. There were pictures of him and Tracy all over the bed. Along with some old basketball stuff and a giant mess there was also, a ring. I picked it up and examined it. What would Ryan be doing with a ring?

I looked down at all of the images and suddenly a thought popped into my head.

I got an idea.

Update

So the story is ending soon and again I just want to thank everyone for making it this far because this story started off really random and it's honestly so bad but it turned into something more and I wanna thank you all so much for reading <3