Monophobia | Jikook |

Chapter 63: Reasons

Jimin started to giggle at the names Jungkook began to tell him that night. "Kimchi! Jungkook! Jamkook!" Jungkook shouted as Jimin shook his head laughing.

"No Jungkook!" Jimin giggled as his lover layed on the bed smiling. Jimin placed his hands down on his stomach. "I think I have a name~" Jimin claimed as Jungkook waited for the names Jungkook came up.

"Jeon Sung-Ji for a girl.. And Jeon Eun-min for a boy."

"Where's my name in these?" Jungkook folded his arms.

"He or she will take your last name! Don't be so selfish~" Jimin snickered. "The names have atleast a 'Ji' or a 'min' which is my name!" Jimin smiled and put his arm on Jungkook's shoulder. "And of course, he or she will take your last name."

"I still like mines." Jungkook joked as he giggled making his lover laugh and push him.

"Well, I like mines. It's smart! We are going with mines.. Right?" Jimin tilted his head to the side to check if Jungkook was following along.

"I guess I'll make an acceptio-" Jimin playfully shoved Jungkook as Jimin couldn't stop laughing.

"Jungkook~ stop being this way."

"I'm just playing with you, babe~ those are prefect names!" Jungkook held Jimin back into his embrace. There was the happiness Jungkook showed, but under it all, Jungkook was still upset about this whole thing! Jungkook just couldn't get mad at Jimin right now, his lover cried until his eyes hurted... This made Jungkook feel bad for Jimin.

"Jungkook, if theres anything.. Anything I can do just to say I'm sorry, I will do it! I'll do anything for you... I can't shake off the feeling that you hate this.. Don't lie to me please.." Jimin claimed hugging Jungkook's arm. "I hate to know you'll feel this way if I don't ask now."

"Jimin, you know I love you.. You know how much I care about you in so many ways. It's like you alone are someone so dear to me.. I don't want anything about you to change."

"Get to it please.."

"But Jimin, I mentioned I wasn't going to want children."

"Why? Thats my problem! Why don't you? I know you have a fear.. A fear of losing the baby but I'll be here. I promise I won't neglect you.."

"Jimin... It's not easy.. I still want to overcome this stupid fear! It's eating me alive.. But I don't want it to leave... I don't want to get cured at the same time.." Jungkook told Jimin as Jimin stood up.

"Jungkook, I don't get it.. I'll help you get rid of this. It's not good to keep this in! Have you ever tried to be alone again?"

"Why? Why would I do that if I have you?"

"If you can, you could get rid of this phobia by just facing your fears." Jimin pointed to his own stomach. "A child of our own.. And all you need to handle is isolation." Jimin stated walking to the door as Jungkook quickly got up.

"W-where are you going?!" Jungkook saw Jimin close the door and hold it shut. Jungkook was all alone now. "JIMIN?!"

"I'm right here Jungkook... You can stay safe in here, remember when I got home to see you calm? This could work."

Jungkook tried to open the door. "Jimin! Please open you're making me feel petrified!"

"I'm here.." Jimin responded calmly as Jungkook slid down on the other side of the door. "Jungkook, talk to me.. Try to keep yourself occupied."

Jungkook looked around in the room and nodded. "I-I don't want to face this fear..." Jungkook said through the other side of the door. "If I get rid of this phobia... You might leave me and I'll be alone, the feeling would just be normal.. I won't have you to hold. I didn't like knowing how you would walk into the room and lock yourself in just to make some calls... Then, I would come home for you just to say you were sleepy from work all day... You didn't tell me you had a day off."

"I was scheduled for a doctors appointment, but I needed to tell you this.. All about it." Jimin replied stepping a bit farther from the door. "Doing well? I think I should leave the house...you're too used to me staying in the same room as you and you'll know where I'll be."

"D-do you have to?" Jungkook got up from the floor and began to hold onto the door knob. "What do you expect me to do while you're gone? How will I-"

"Jungkook, I'll step out and step in.. I won't tell you where I'll be, this will make good progress!" Jimin knocked on the door showing he was still there. "You can do this." Jimin walked off as Jungkook went to sit on the bed. This could actually work, Jungkook was slowly facing his fears.

When Jimin quickly walked out of the house, Jimin was going to wait at the porch. He was expecting Jungkook to run out any minute, so as he waited.

As Jimin began to wait, he heard someone walk up the steps to the porch and there stood Je-anne. She kept silence keeping her right hand in her pocket staring at Jimin. Her purpose there was unkown but Jimin had a bad feeling about her.. Why was she here so late at night?