Monophobia | Jikook |

Chapter 61: Come clean

        Days later after working at the library, Jimin came home. He took the day off from his barista job only to head out to get his check up from the doctor. Lately, Jimin had a baby bump forming so he wore his oversized sweater. He has planned for his other checkup where the ultrasound and gender was still yet to be asked. It hurted Jimin that he couldn't take Jungkook only because he was still afraid. Jimin walked into the house and took off his shoes to look up and realize Jungkook was sitting on the couch, not at work!

          Jimin was startled to see his lover sitting there. "J-Jungkook!" Jimin gasped feeling scared.

          "Hey Jimin! Did I mention I had the day off?" Jungkook asked as he stood up.

            "N-no..." Jimin whispered as Jungkook smiled.

             "Oh... Well I'm here! And I will love to hug you to sleep now~" Jungkook held out his hands to hug Jimin.

             Jimin shook his head. "I can't right now.. I-I need to be somewhere." Jimin quickly walked away as Jungkook pulled Jimin's hand.
 
               "Where are you going now? You never tell me where you run off to... So I asked for a day off just to know.." Jungkook claimed as Jimin turned his head to look at Jungkook.

           "I... I don't know if I can tell you.." Jimin whispered.

             Jungkook held Jimin's hand tightly. "Please don't leave me.. Baby, please...."

             "I'm not leaving you... I just can't tell you!" Jimin teared up as he tried to pull his hand back making Jungkook tug onto the sleeve of the jacket.

            "W-why are you hiding this from me?! It's not like I'm going to hurt you!" Jungkook cried as Jimin quickly pulled the zipper of his jacket and moved away revealing his small baby bump!

          Jungkook held the jacket in his hands and looked up to Jimin to see Jimin quickly pull his shirt down. "Jungkook-"

            "Jimin..." Jungkook dropped the jacket and walked up to Jimin thinking Jimin was getting fat or had tumor. "W-what i-"

             Jimin shook his head. "P-please leave it alone.."

             "Jimin.... You're becoming so different now... You never talk to me.. Why would you hide this? Is this the reason why you've been acting so different? Because of a bump you've been craving, having sickness, and mood swings! If you ask me, This makes me think that you could be..." Jungkook stopped and stepped up to Jimin seeing how Jimin quickly picked up his jacket to wear it in tears. "Jimin.... You're-" Jungkook clenched his fist and looked down. "Who did this to you?!" 

            "I... I didn't take the pill!" Jimin confessed crying loudly. "I FAKED IT!! WHEN THE CONDOM BROKE I DECIDED TO STAY SILENT!!" Jimin sobbed. "I didn't want to tell you... I know how angry you must be with me.." Jimin held his hands up closing his eyes tightly "Beat me up if you have to.. B-but please avoid the baby.." Jimin cried as Jungkook sighed looking down and walking up to Jimin as he still held his hands clenched as if he really was going to hit him.

          Jungkook quickly grabbed Jimin by his collar. "You!" Jimin flinched beginning to cry even more. "...why would you think I'll hurt you?" Jungkook pulled Jimin into a hug. He held Jimin tightly as Jimin opened his eyes seeing Jungkook didn't harm him. "Why did you lie to me... After all this time?!" Jungkook held Jimin as the man tried to stop crying.

             "I was afraid... Of you..." Jimin whispered. "I thought you would kill me and the baby..." Jimin replied as Jungkook slowly moved his hand up Jimin's shirt to feel Jimin's baby bump.

          "Jimin... I-I..." Jungkook grew silent but looked at Jimin's stomach only to move his hands around to feel the baby bump. "I will never hurt you..."

         Jimin felt relieved to hear that. It was like a weight off of his chest. "D-do you still love me?" Jimin hesitated to ask as Jungkook stopped feeling the baby bump.

        "I love you... But right now... I just want to be alone." Jungkook claimed beginning to walk off as Jimin grabbed Jungkook by the arm not wanting to let go.

           "Where are you going?"

          "Now's not the time, Jimin." Jungkook stated as Jimin shook his head.

          "No, no, n-no! D-don't leave me! The baby... Jungkook! We're going to be parents.... Don't walk away from me! If you love me, please stay here and tell me you'll be here for me! Say you love me... Say that you will be here for me." Jimin cried. "I CAN'T DO THIS WITHOUT YOU!"

           Jungkook watched Jimin cry as he moved over to sit on the couch silently. He was going to stay for Jimin, but he remained silent watching Jimin get onto the couch aswell and get on his lap like how he used to do. Jungkook remained silent thinking to himself as Jimin layed his head onto Jungkook's chest knowing Jungkook wouldn't hurt him now... But it killed Jimin how Jungkook had nothing to say to him. Absolutely nothing....