Out of her league

Chapter 18

Tanya's POV

     WHAT?!?!?!?!?!? I glared at him. He was still looking at her. Dahlia's eyes glanced over at me again. She skimmed through the whole of me again and started smirking when she caught me glaring at Sidd. " Really, Sidd? And how exactly do you expect me to believe this?" there was pure amusement in her voice. I mean someone like me? With him? Not possible. I am so ugly. But it hurt a bit. Sidd stammered a bit while not maintaining eye contact with either of us. Then his hands made its way to my hips. "Why is it so hard to believe?"

What did HE. JUST. DO.

     I was so shook. His warm hand made my skin tingle and my stomach started doing flips. I quickly got out of my trance and tried to grab his hand away from my hips. His hands gripped my hips harder and he pulled me to his chest, leaving my heart to beat rapidly against my chest. I stopped trying before he could possibly pull me even closer. I looked up and glared at him with all my might. How dare he? Still did not meet my glare. He mouthed something along the lines of "we just had a fight". Dahlia's face turned red and she frowned. "See y'all soon" her tone dripped with sarcasm as she stormed off on her high heels.

     He quickly let go of me as if my skin burned him. Again. Was I the one who wanted you to do this? I felt so violated. I was a bit sensitive about people touching me. And him randomly grabbing my hips? What did he think of himself? That I yearn for his touch or something? " What were you doing?" I growled. " I am sorry I lied to her that I had a girlfriend because I didn't like her in that way and she wouldn't give u-" I interrupted and his brown eyes finally met mine. " Listen, I. don't. Care. You practically used me and thought it was okay to do so. You touched me without my permission and still thought it was okay because you think so highly of yourself and have this imagination that I would gladly accept you touching me. Well, for one thing, NO. So stop coming after me and talking to me and doing all this shit. I ain't worth it cuz I will never fall for your charms at all," I walked away. The thing was, I felt like I was lying to myself somehow.