Out of her league

Chapter 47

And I am back....oh wellzzz I was busy studying but like ew. I hated it but like I has going on a temporary hiatus to not do anything except studying but kinda failed but like yeah oOpSss?,,, And pls don't be pissed w me or sth hehe not like it's such a gd story nor is it that y'all have no other stories to read so I thought let's take a break and I thought the story was getting a bit de boring so ..... I am gg to finish this story but not so soon cuz I know how sucky it is to read a story which never gets finished properly and I'll try my best to have a good English grammar sense and all that shit?... but I can't guarantee that HAHA

P.s. I am going to fast forward a bit...

Tanya's POV

Oh god, why am I stuck here again? Cuz my stupid house owner basically chased me out of her house and I had no choice but to agree to stay with this stupid freaking couple here. I am still trying to find another house but like it's not easy. DUH. And I lowkey just don't want them to do inappropriate stuff after I am gone. Not that they don't do it already. But I am still grateful for Dahlia for offering me this idea of staying with her. I mean it's not her house but I'm pretty sure she doesn't like me and she still at least told me that I had this choice of staying in the same house as her. So whatever. *cue eye roll*

Right now Sidd, Dahlia and I were all watching television featuring two lions fighting. With a pin drop silence. Not because the fight was amusing, but it was just awkward. What a surprise. And stupid Sidd is sitting right beside me. First it was him sitting in one corner and me sitting on the other. And then Dahlia came and sat on the sofa's armrest and kind of put her legs really close to his lap? Ew. And I could tell he was feeling uncomfortable (and I think it's because of the look of grimace I had on my face) and he moved further away from the corner of the sofa. And then she moved and he moved and she moved and he moved again, and he couldn't move further away since he would have been sitting super close to me if he did. But I don't give a shit. I am not angry with him anymore because honestly although he didn't like me and was playing with my feelings, what else did I expect? So it's technically my fault right? I can't stay angry at him anyway. No, I did not just say that. Sometimes, I can see him looking at me through my peripheral vision. And trust me, it's just...giving me weird feelings that I don't really want to have. But then again maybe it was my imagination. He wasn't actually looking at me because who in their right mind would ever want to look at my ugly face?

I stole another glance at them. Shouldn't have seen that. Dahlia's hands were moving up his lap. Can they NOT do this in front of me?!??! I really don't want to see them doing this. I just want to watch the freaking television because I really feel claustrophobic staying in my goddamn room the whole day. It's a Sunday and I just want some rest just PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK wow you know what? I am going to go back to my room now I can't stand this PDA. Oh shit why are tears coming out of my eyes?! Me crying for that stupid idiot that I didn't even date? There was nothing much going on between us anyway why the hell am I crying? Thank goodness at least they won't be able to see my face cuz I'm already on the way to my room. I don't care about them. Dahlia can take him, heck even she deserves someone who actually doesn't play with her feelings. What the hell?

Sidd's POV

I stopped her hands from going any higher up my thigh. Doesn't this woman understand that I need space? If she is doing this to make Tanya believe we are in a relationship, she is going too far. "Dahlia, just don't, okay?" I whispered to her firmly. Her face a mixture of embarrassment and sadness. And I immediately felt like a jerk but I really need her to understand that I will never see her that way. It's just that, I can't... and that's when I saw Tanya walking away. And it did not seem like she was okay because her walking pace was faster which usually happened when she was upset about something. Did she see what Dahlia did? But why would she be upset when she never liked me though? Does she actually care about me?