Out of her league

Chapter 40

Sidd's POV

Reality hit me. He was standing there, his arms folded and his eyes questioning. There was something else in his eyes; fury... maybe even the feeling of being cheated. I let go of her. Again. I couldn't dare look at her. This was not supposed to happen. We were supposed to talk this through together. That was the plan. Not this mess. What have I done? I tried my best to not tell her what I felt. I really did. All I remembered was the moment she told me she thought I liked Dahlia. And I don't know what took over me... it just didn't feel right to not tell her. And then I forgot about Josh waiting for us in the living room and... I shouldn't even have started asking her anything without Josh. But I couldn't stop myself.

" Tanya, can I talk to you? Alone."

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Tanya's POV

Nothing was in my control. What was going on? Josh entered my life. Sidd entered my life. Only two people, but my life is already a mess. Why? Why me? Josh closed the door and looked at me with anger. In actual reality, I was the one who was supposed to be angry with him, and I AM angry with him. "What do you think you are doing?" He had the audacity to ask me that? Seriously? "Oh so everything is my fault now? What were YOU doing last night?" His eyes seemed to soften. I am not buying this shit. "Tanya, I am so sorry for what happened last night... I know I am a shitty person, I was so stupid and drunk I couldn't control my feelings. I know I can't justify my actions because I know. I know what I did was wrong... I don't expect you to forgive me," he answered as his eyes started to turn bloodshot red. I don't actually care about him anymore. And those words came out of my mouth before I could control them.

" I really don't care about you anymore, you know that?"
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Josh' POV

Did she just say that? "Are you choosing that idiot over me?" I found myself spitting out those words. I couldn't take it anymore, we were in love. We were in LOVE. How could some idiot just come and spoil our relationship just like that? She was mine. Only mine. Firstly, they had to live in the same FREAKING house and HAD to be good friends and NOW? THEY LIKE EACH OTHER?!?!?!? I trusted him... but he HAD to do this to me. I had met so many women in my life and none was her, just NONE. And right now I had to leave her alone just because of Sidd?!?!? He always had the attention and I mostly didn't mind. I can't say that I wasn't jealous at all, but now he just took her away from me. And if I didn't have her, he wouldn't have her too.

She was lost in thoughts. She was staring at the floor intently before looking up with her mysterious black eyes that never failed to amuse me. She looked weak and unstable, like someone just hit her with something heavy without a warning... and I wanted to hold her close, tell her nothing was going to be wrong as long as she was in my arms forever. The silence was broken with her beautiful voice. But what she said wasn't beautiful at all.

"Why not?"

It was the ugly truth that disgusted me.