Out of her league

Chapter 19

Sidd's POV

Was I supposed to feel guilty? I donno cuz I don regret what I did... but to be honest, I kinda understand her so I should give her time before I could explain to her about that incident. I shouldn't have touched her or anything but I din have much choice. Oh god, why did you have to leave me in this situation? I stared at the palm of my hand which touched her. I recollected the memory of my hands on her waist. Felt perfect. What was I thinking about? URGH. I am starting to not like this. I admit it, I always felt something pull me towards her... I have never felt this way towards any other woman. It's like when she was with me I wanted to impress her, wanted to show her I was trustworthy, wanted her to be comfortable with me. I just didn't like it whenever she was so distant with me...

But that doesn't mean I like her in any other way rather than a friend. DUH. It was just me trying to make a friend. I mean sure, she was beautiful and cute and all, but how could I like someone if I din even know them that well? It's not possible. I think.

Tanya's POV

Maybe I overreacted. "I will never fall for your charms" what a joke? He din even try to impress me in the first place. What did I think? That this Greek god would spare a glance at me and try his luck on this ugly mess AKA me? Maybe he actually had a valid reason for whatever he did. But I still don't care. Now that I thought of it, he did nothing big. He just touched my waist... and it was not like he did it with any other intentions rather than to just avoid that screeching Devil, what is her name? Something that starts with...D for Devil?... OH, DAHLIA. Even I couldn't stand her and that was my first time meeting her, maybe that was why Sidd did that, cuz he couldn't stand her too. I should probably apologise to him...

I didn't want to. Truth was, I kinda felt something towards him. And I am scared. I don't want to fall for anyone again. Whenever he was with me, I felt myself unconsciously getting nervous and insecure about myself. And I felt myself getting confused over those unknown emotions that overwhelm me. And then I try to cover it up with my anger and cold demeanour but it just sucked. It wasn't me. This wasn't right. I had been like this for years and I couldn't let someone break my walls so easily. And I definitely felt nothing more than infatuation for him. Should be. I don even know him that well. And considering he was the dream man for every woman, I probably felt attracted towards him too.

Exactly why I should avoid him.

Because if he ever decides to break me after I fell for him, it will hurt. It will hurt me like hell or even more cuz I knew this would happen long ago and I even warned myself.

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