Out of her league

Chapter 48

Tanya's POV

      My arms were held by a strong grip. And I knew who the person was all too well. Fish my life. I turned around and stared back at his hazel brown eyes which held mixed emotions but mostly confusion. He must have seen my red eyes. NICE. sense the sarcasm. "Don't touch me without my permission," I snapped, flinching at my own outburst. His expression went blank before he released his grip but somehow I still couldn't walk away. It's like something held me back. Tiny stubbles of beard was visible on his face and his thick and smooth dark brown hair was messed up beautifully. His ears were turning into a shade of pink. It was like his face never really showed much expression but his ears turned pink for everything; embarrassment, anger, sadness, guilt or confusion and now I didn't know which of those was he feeling then.

      "Are you finished?" His smirk was sarcastic and held no other emotions. This jerk thought that I was checking him out? I was actually kind of doing that but did he just freaking mock me? Idiot. I let out a humourless laugh. "Erm well I don't know what you were thinking but just to clarify, I was just looking at you and was wondering how god could create such a disgusting creature like you," I icily replied. Don't know where that iciness came from. Was that too mean? He looked taken aback. His eyebrows furrowed and his expression morphed into one of pure anger. Even his cheeks were turning red and he looked extremely offended. "How am I disgusting? What did I even do to you? The last time I checked, you were the bad one in this stupid situation," he raised his eyebrows. Really? Doesn't it prick his conscience?

     "Don't you dare give me that shit and try to make me feel guilty. I know what happened between you and Dahlia and you freaking used me to get away from her! I know you never liked me and when I told you I liked you, you just wanted to use the opportunity and then you will try to get away from me too, right? Honestly, even if I hate Dahlia, she still deserves someone better than you because all you are is a disgusting person who uses other people for YOUR pleasure," I took a heavy breath and closed my eyes. I have been keeping this inside me for a few weeks and I felt that this was my best decision in weeks because I felt so good. Hiding my emotions and pretending nothing affected me and pretending to like Josh and all... I couldn't do it anymore. I opened my eyes to find him staring at me confusedly.

      "What happened between me and Dahlia?" I was not going to answer this stupid question. I turned away. "Tanya, stop. Tell me what you know," his voice stopped me. He didn't know what happened when he was the main cause of whatever that occured between them? I just did not get it. What? I turned around and faced him. "Oh yeah? You really don't know? Wow man, great acting damn I need to learn from you but really? What are you even trying to prove to me? Huh? That you are oh so innocent and all. I am just not buying it so give it up. Anyway, I know that you told Dahlia that you liked her and then left her when she wasn't going to get your "demands" done. Now you have no other choice so you got back together with her again, am I right or am I right?" I walked away to my room leaving him shocked. It was true after all. I was hoping it wasn't true but whatever.