Sidd's POV
I don't even know what's going on anymore. The way she looked at him with...URGH. It's annoying me, somehow. I donno, I guess it's the kinda feeling you get when you are not included into something. But it's annoying me way too much. Maybe because Josh was my like my closest friend and yet he still didn't tell me about her?... Why? And what are they even doing in that room? A jolt of pain in my palms made me notice that my hand was clasped into a tight fist. My fingers were deeply dug into my palm. But nothing felt more painful than the heavy pang in my chest.
" Siddie... I know you won't exactly feel good when your girlfriend is talking to some other guy and you should deserve a more loyal woman," oh Dahlia is here. I must have looked like I was jealous of them. Like how a boyfriend should be. But the sad thing is, I am not his boyfriend. I don't have rights over who she likes. Did I just say that? No,um, no. Let's just forget that. Dahlia's hands reached my shoulder. It just felt... odd. But I tried not to flinch. Her head snapped up to see something and that was when I turned and saw a figure walking out of the room. Josh.
I have never seen him so broke and I have been friends with him for like two years. His shoulders were slumped and his t-shirt was crumpled and his eyes had a tinge of red and he was biting his lips. He did that when he was nervous. He looked up at me and attempted to make a blank face but I knew him too well. What happened? "Hey, what's wrong?" I tried. "Nothing bro, I just don't feel that well. Can I go home now? Dahlia can stay here," I could tell he was lying. But I am not that mean so I didn't push it any further. "Okay, um just remember that I am here for you whenever you want to share something," I replied before opening the door. Deep inside, I was dying to know what happened between them but I wanted them to have some space too. Today was not the day to ask him.
I sighed and plopped down on the sofa. Dahlia plopped down beside me. Oh god, can't she also go along with him? "Um, Dahlia... you know? I need some time to talk to her," I lied with the first thing that brewed in my mind. She frowned but attempted to hide it pretty well before replying, "okay then I'll go but just call me when you feel down okay? You deserve to be treated a lot more better," why would I ever call you again? But I put up a weak smile anyway. I opened the door for her and she hugged me errr.. I don't like hugging people?... a bit too tightly, may I add and bid goodbye to me before finally disappearing out of my sight. Thank goodness.
I just want to talk to Tanya.
But I guess I need to wait.
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Out of her league
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