Out of her league

Chapter 42

Sidd's POV

    He smirked before leaving. I wanted to ask him a thousand questions but he just had to leave cuz this petty sh*t thought it was revenge. This A-hole. What did he do? What did he say? Could he have patched up with her? No way. She told me she loved me. NO way. But could it be that... URGH. Her room door was slammed shut. "Tanya?..." it came out of my mouth as a hesitation. Why was I nervous? Correction: scared. There was no response. What did he do to her? What happened? She should be fine, maybe she didn't hear me. "Tanya, open the door," I attempted to be a bit louder and knocked on her door as gently as I could but it came out too loud and harsh; just like the beating of my heart.
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Tanya's POV

     "What do you want?" I wasn't going to tell him to leave me alone and be that emo coward who cried at the corner all by herself. Cuz he should know that he did NOT have such effect on me. Although he did. My inner self should shut the hell up. He was nervous for some reason. All those acting skills. What a surprise omg???!?!? NOT. I found myself getting annoyed by the minute. What does he want me to believe now? What more crap was he going to load on me? "I said what do you want?" I hissed. His eyes shot up in shock. He look petrified. His almond shaped eyes widened to perfect circles and his ears were turning a deep shade of red. "Uh...um what did he say?" He blurted out. Why did he want to know? He probably thought his secret-not-no-secret was exposed and well yes it was exposed. "The truth?" I replied while folding my arms. His eyebrows creased forward and he seemed extremely confused. Cute. No he was not cute. I hate myself. I hate him. I hate everything. I only knew for him for a few weeks. He was not going to affect me this much. No.

  " Do you still.... um like," he gulped before continuing, "me?"

" I like Josh actually, I was going to use you to make him jealous, but we patched up. I am sorry. It was just like you using me to escape from Dahlia that day, you know? I was going to tell you after patching up with him," my mouth was twitching while mouthing out those white lies. I wanted to slap myself. I can't do this. But he was lying to me all the time. He deserved this. He needed to know the pain. But technically he won't feel any pain because he didn't actually love me, did he? But the feeling of rejection will scar him for life.