Don't Call Me Baby (Billy Hargrove)

-Chapter six-

Emilia

Our eyes met in the school hallway, I was mid way of getting my books out of my locker when I turned to face Nancy, and behind her, a few lockers down was Billy. Leaning against his while a few girls hung around him, he just gave me a blank stare before he turned his attention back on the girls around him.

I hated knowing he wasn't mine alone, I had to share him with all of these other girls and I didn't like any of it. But he was the most unfair person I know, he acts like everything is fine when he comes back to me and gives me kisses and hugs, but I know he wants to do the exact same to these other girls. He acts like we aren't in a relationship, I mean we are technically I think, it's just undercover.

I slam my locker door angrily causing Nancy to jump from the sudden outburst, but I play it off as an accident and she just nods and continues to talk. I couldn't help but feel my heart race when Billy slung his arm around one of the girls and walked off down the hallway with her.

Billy did this quite a few times, kisses and hugs the girls at school, knowing fully well that I'm around and can see him do it most of the time. But he always has the same excuse everytime, he'll say 'Oh but if I don't do this, then people might think I'm queer' and 'it's just for show' but I knew it was just excuses.

But he always reassured me that he never did anything with them, and that I'm the only girl he actually gives anything to. I let him feed me those reassurances just for my own well being, but now I was starting to question whether he was telling the truth or not, and I hated him for it.

But clearly I couldn't hold a grudge against him about it when he caught me alone in a hallway, he double checked our surroundings before pulling me aside and talking to me.

'You coming to Oliver's party tonight?' He questions hurriedly, trying to speed the conversation along so we weren't seen talking together.

'Yeah, I'm coming with Nancy' I say and he nods before starting to walk off down the hallway. I sigh as I watch him stride away, so careless about barely having a conversation with me. He acted as if he didn't come into my room last night, crying because his dad had hit him, and decided to sleep with me to wash away the pain.

I lied to my parents about the party and said we were having a little studying get together at Jonothan's house, and knowing the Byers for a long time, my parents let me leave the house as long as I needed since they really liked Jonothan, and it was a Friday night. But I knew I'd be back before midnight.

I hated parties, and I was only tagging along to benefit Nancy and she said she needed company. Since her and Steve broke up, she wanted to spend time getting her mind off of it. Which hasn't been hard for her since she's been hanging out with Jonothan.

But she figured she needed some time out, which included drinking alcohol at some strangers house apparently. Jonothan and I trudged behind her as we pushed past people at the front entrance of the house, there were already drunk people sprawled on the grass, and this was already a sign that it was going to be a bad night.

Nancy grabbed me a drink and Jonothan declined, which made sense because he drove us here, but even then, he didn't like drinking alcohol anyway. I finished my cup and discarded of it while Nancy stumbled away to drink more. Steve was here, I could see his head laced in the crowd with a cup in his hand.

'We should stop her before she drinks the whole bowl' I say and Jonothan agrees with me as we watch Nancy grab the spoon in the alcohol and tip more of the substance in a cup. She carried this on for a few minutes before she hurried onto the sitting room floor where people were dancing.

'Well, let's just let her have a bit more fun and then we can drag her home' Jonothan laughs and I nod, but I needed to go to the bathroom. I hadn't seen Billy once since we've been here, and he sounded like he was coming tonight. He could be outside where the rowdy boys were, drinking from a keg and smoking.

'I'm gonna go to the bathroom, I'll be right back' I say to Jonothan, who's eyes never leave Nancy's while he nods and tells me to be careful.

I trudged down the empty hallway, looking at some of the photos of this Oliver guy and his family. They looked clean cut and professional, he had a little brother from what I saw in the pictures, and he seemed like he wouldn't throw a party while his parents are away, but here he is. Partying and drinking with randoms from school at his house.

The sound of moans echoing through one of the bedrooms caught my attention. I came to a halt at one of the doors that was slightly open ajar, and I peered in through the gap. My stomach dropped when I saw the familiar blonde on top of a girl, partially naked while he thrusted into her.

'Billy!' She moans as she grips onto his hair, causing him to cuss and moan.

'Fück' He groans as he continues, and I push away from the door and hurry to the bathroom down the hall, I slam the door shut behind me and begin to wipe away the stray tears that fell.

I just sighed and let out a laugh before shaking my head and washing my face.

'I was expecting this' I mumble as I dry my face and leave the bathroom to go meet Jonothan in the kitchen. He was in the same position, watching Nancy with every move she made, and suddenly the mood of partying for me just died, I mean there wasn't much of a mood before, but now I was just over everything.

'You look upset, everything alright?' Jonothan questions as he examines my face, my eyes were a bit red but it wasn't too obvious I was crying, I just plastered a fake smile on my face.

'I'm fine, and look I know you want to talk to Nancy. So go over there and talk to her, you like her Jonothan, so go initiate something' I say as he turns his face to look at Nancy, his lip taken in between his teeth before he nods rapidly.

'I'll just ask her to uh- talk or something, I'll be right back' Jonothan says and I give him a reassuring smile before patting him on the back before he stalks off to go see Nancy. Leaving me alone in the kitchen with so many thoughts running through my mind, maybe Billy was drunk.

Before I could do anything else, he stumbled down the hallway, his shirt unbuttoned and the girl who was under him in the room was under his arm. He wore a wide grin while the girl tucked herself into his body. A pang of jealousy hit me, and I felt like digging a hole and getting out of here.

I looked away and just shook my head before strutting out of the kitchen and pushing past people to get to Jonothan and Nancy. The two of them were busy talking and laughing and I didn't want it ruin their moment. So I quickly went just took a left and made my way outside.

I found a clear patch of grass and sat down on it, it was a bit further on the front lawn and there wasn't anyone around, which was a relief. All I wanted was fresh air, to clear my head and to think about Billy and I, and what was held in the future for us.

I was alone for about twenty minutes until I felt someone sit down beside me.

It was Steve Harrington.