You made it all better

Bad party

I was asked to come to a party tonight, and I thought, maybe I could give it one last chance. Maybe this could be a change. So I decided to go. When I arrived there were so many people, and I recognized some from classes, but it seemed like no one recognized me. I went in the house and saw all these people having fun, friends and couples, they were having the time of their lives. I just couldn't fit in. I tried to talk with some people, but they didn't even see me standing. I just drank a lot, so I would get drunk again. The only thing that could make me keep going these days. But it didn't make me feel better this time. After a while I went to the bathroom, I locked the door, I just wanted it to be quiet for a minute. I looked at myself in the mirror and started crying. What's wrong with me? Why can't I feel happy? Why are all these people laughing and I can't even fake a smile. I look in my purse for some wodka and than I see my pills. I take the box out and look at it for like a minute, than I stop crying and take some out. I put them in my mouth, one by one first, but than more and I swallow them, until I feel like I'm falling asleep. I think I passed out. Next thing I hear is someone kicking in the door, I feel bad and can't open my eyes.
"Oh my god! Somebody call 911!" I hear someone scream, than I pass out again. I 'wake up' feeling my body move, I'm in a car.
"Can you hear me, girl? Stay with us." I hear someone say, but after that everything is gone again. So, they took me to a hospital, I can't remember most of it, and I still don't know everything that's going on. Sometimes I feel like I'm awake, but I can't see anything and I can't talk or move, but I can hear and feel things. Than everything is black again.
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This is really short, I'm sorry. But otherwise the next chapter would be weird 😂